It came to my conciousness
We're not an item anymore,
Its over.Have got so much to say to you, but everything just swallow hard in me.
I can't bring me myself and I up to you...
This time, its really hard, but at the very least
im trying...
In retrospect...
That day on the phone I said: We have always got back together so this time round is there anything i can do or say to salvage this r/s.
You ended with a
firm NO.
I feel my heart crush, it makes my heart skip a beat or two...Your reply strike me.
I really hope that there's still a chance for me to salvage...
I went down to icon bar that day was not to find trouble, i hope you understand this.
I want to go down to have things said, to clear miscommunication with you.
But when your friends all come to sarcasm, I am really pissed off...
But baby, i wonder if you have actually put yourself in my position and feel whats in me?
Its not that i don't have trust in you, its just that i don't trust the girls working there,
They're
initiative girls. :(
When i heard you said you wanted to go to icon bar, you know how worried and insecure i am?
I need some assurance, some concern, some love, to let me feel sercure...Afterall, icon bar is really not a very decent place to hang out at...
I dare to say that no girls would allow their boyfriends to even step into such place...
Read me, Feel me...
We'll talk more tmr, goodnight.