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Friday, September 30, 2005

boo . im here tu blog again . reali so long no blog ler . now at sch de com lab . doing F&N project again . exams are reali so near the corner . haven reali started my revision . i've been slacking all along . now im worrying . its just too late . i just got to do my best lo . i veri scared i cant make it . hais . someone help me . but i noe if i dun help myself , nobody can help me . but i got study with my bunch of bitchy sistars . lol . we study together . most of the time at cwp lo . study together better . can help one another . hees . if not i alone study also sians lo . got dem , got accompany mahs . gees .

the last week i work hor , sibei song lo . i and ruii chiong work . work for last time . cos EOY . after EOY den chiong work again . i earned $49.50 . gees . so hapi nor . first time earn so much . our block at cck gud lo . den work wit jiahui , we slack nor . cos dun have the feeling tu work . but we sell 10 lo . one we buy ourself and eat de . hahas . we sell 10 is considered not bad ler lorh . cos at woodlands . woodlands area not so gud de lo . i earned $33 . hees .

anyway , i have choosen to be single , since i haven been single for so long . i hope i wun regret . regret also no use . so i wun regret . lol . i prefer singlehood lyfe . i can do wadeva i wan . the feeling is reali different lo .

hey peeps* sori so long never online msn or friendster ler . cos im reali busy and farking tired wit marhl studies . will get back to yoo all after marhl EOY .

gtg le . go rush my F&N project . sians . bye .

♥ 9/30/2005 01:18:00 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

im doing F&N project now . at sch de lab . jitao sians arhs . boo . exams coming ler . im so busy nowadays . so less time online . test , test and test . veri worried and scared for marhl EOY . fcuk seh . haven started revision at all . den nowadays so tired man . kaos . everydae so late den sleep . got panda eyes liaos larh . and pimples . its so sucky . cos im talking on da phone almost everydae , in fact everydae : /

* viavia , must tc loads . must eat . dun starve yourself AND dun anyhow hor . dun tink so much . do cheer up okie :) yoo are gonna be who yoo are . TAT SYLVIA . so start all over again and carry on wit lyfe . some more your BIRTHDAE coming ler hor . gees .

anyway , im back again wit dem . we are okie ler . viavia , nana and sin . and nvr forget yoo , huiwen . mwarks .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/23/2005 01:48:00 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

LOL . so long nvr blog wor . kinda busy . yeps , no time for online . recently alot uf things happen . bud is not bad thing happen . is good thing . gees . talk bout todae . sch as usual . sians . was so tired nowadays . bth nor . everydae im sleeping so late . everydae talking on phone until late nite . wit different person nor . den go sch if can sleep jiu sleep nor . den got co . sad tu sae , marhl cello skills reali deprove alot . now its so sucky . boo . den todae last session uf co practice . yay . den the cello group was asked tu bring back our cello . actually nobody wan bring back de lorh . bud is bo bian . i and jiaying reali dun wan bring back de lorh . bring back for wad ? let the cello rot izit . den liulao kp me . ms ng also . ms ho nvr sae much la . bud me and jiaying show attitude . den in da end no nid bring back cello . bud must come back for one extra dae to practice . i rather stay back in sch and practice rather dan bringing cello home . hais . veri fcuk up wit co nor . bingzhe going in tml . sad wor . wish him all da best . tc bingzhe . must miss us wor . LOL . viavia . gees . dis viavia nowadays TAO HUA YUN LA . hees . lawrence dadi ask derick kor for marhl address . yays . tink he is going tu write tu me bahs . hope he is fine inside . do tc loads too dadi . to all dose ppl hu noe bout me and him de thing , * we haven stead larh . ha . actually i also duno la . i duno wad i thinking lorh . bud i dun wan write it out here larh . bud i noe i scare her family members de . LOL . HE HOR .............

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/15/2005 12:02:00 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

sians . this two days working . veri tired den nvr blog nor . nvr earn alot also nor . wed tag wit xiaoruii . evon tag wit us also . cos jiahui sick den cant work . so she go home . wed i earned $22 . den ytd i tag wit lynn . the block no gud de . shyt . pathetic . like veri poor liddat . den nvr earn much . i earned $10.30 onli . boo . todae going tu work wit yencheng . hees . gonna chiong arhs . target at least $30 and above . duno can make it mahs . hope i get gud block . den can sell well . i work wed , thu and fri . sat not working . cos sophia's birthdae . den sun , going town wit ting xiaobaobei . i wan buy tat pink + black lace de spag ard blossomz . den mayb wan buy cardigan . bud ish short de . cos i got long selve de liaos . see how larh . so todae must chiong work ler . den earn money . den when sch reopen ler , i tink i still wan tu work . work on either fri sat or sun nor . mayb work one dae , or twu dae , or three dae . depends larh . i feel like working den work nor . bud sch time wun be working . i like this job although its tiring . cos got frens mahs . den i like talking de . the job suits me . hees . die larh , sept hoilday gonna finish . i haven done any revision or done any homework yet . boo . haiis .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/10/2005 06:24:00 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

its 1.26 now . ytd so town wit xiaoruii . go wistma and fareast . hees . pei her go buy something . anyway , i bought a blossomz spag . yay . xiaoruii also . same de spag . white and black lace de spag . love the cutting . nice . hees . bud too bad no small size . den buy M nor . M not so expose de . bud nvm larh , im fat . expose too much not nice . lol . wan go buy pink and black de spag dis sun also . its swit . buy different cutting de . go wit ting xiaobaobei . she also buying nor . hees . took neoprint wit ruii . nice going out wit her . mwarks . lol . den mit net , lynn and her fren ard cwp . cos dey going work . den i going centre take marhl ic . im so stupid . always so careless . always forget tu take marhl ic . ask jiahao acc me . he sae okie . gees . pei him go eat mac . luckily marhl ic still there . played a few rounds uf pool . jiahao treat me . so nice uf him . cos he noe i also not much money left . lol . afta tat go home . * arrr , rumors spreading ler . jiahao also noe . kaos . bud its not true nor . i dun like anybody . im not interested at all . dun intend tu find one nw . simply lost trust in guys . dun haf much trust in guys nor . most guys are hart - breakers . hais .

lata got co . afta co , got tu go work nor . i tag wit xiaoruii leis . gees . first time work . duno wad it will be like . bo bian , i nid money . cannot always take from marhl mum de mahs . i always take from her de leis . besides , i still own her money . work ler , can return her back the money . also , can buy things ler . bud i wun often work de larh . when i feel like working , or i got the time den i work lorh . will be a tiring dae nor , later . bud nvm . got money i hapi ler . bud got tu miss out a show . 10 de , channel 55 . nice lorh tat show . sians . boo . BO BIAN . i also veri scared will neglect marhl studies , or affect marhl studies . i hope it wun . see how lorh . anyway , gt tu go sleep ler . if not no energy later . buais .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/07/2005 04:49:00 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

here tu blog again . todae nvr go town wit xiaoruii . boo . cos raining heavily . den raining go town veri ma fan . floor wet wet de . veri wut lorh go town on raining days . den cancel and postpone tu another dae . hees . bud decided tu cor song ting xiaobaobei go pak pool lorh . she okie nor . den get ready tu go out ler . mit her ler den go pak pool ard centre . marhl pool skills de standard seems tu drop . sians . plae wit songting , got win got lose . just that i win more rounds :) lol . den got one guy beside our table de ask us wan change partner anot . like one uf us go plae wit dem , den one uf them from their group come plae wit us . den we sae okie lorh . den me and ting very paiseh nor . bud first round ting ald win one uf the pple . i ish last round den win one uf the player . hees . cos he go in wrong pocket . bud i complete all marhl balls ler . onli black vs black . lol . dey quite pro nor . tat's why me and ting kip losing tu dem . bud nvm . a new experience . hees . also veri funni nor . quite fun larh . especially last round . me and tat guy vs black ball tat time . he kip ' eat water ' . bud i still cannot go in . boo . bud so sad , he go in wrong pocket . gees . fierce battle wor . lol . duno is he let me one anot . or he suay . lol . den ard bout 7 pm liddat , ting nid go grandma hus . den go home early nor . we " da bao " mac home . bud she complete her fries when she reach her grandma hus . we at same stop go down . cos her grandma hus opposite marhl hus onli . hees . tml gort co . gees . tml N level exam also . wishing all those taking N level exam de pple GUD LUCK , and all the best . jiayou ! lol .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/05/2005 01:52:00 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

yippes . todae headed tu town area , fareast . go wit songting xiaobaobei . actually wan mit rene jie and chuan kor ard fareast cos they also there . bud in the end , nvr ler lorh . long time no go ler wor . go shop shop . got alot uf nice clothes there leis . bud so sad . dun haf much money tu reali buy alot uf tops from there . gonna save money and buy blossomz de spags during the sept holidays . got discount leis . must hurry go buy . wait for me tu save first den sae . scare i go there den no more ler . boo . anyway , bought a blossomz top . like polo tee liddat . got twu different colour . black and purple . nice leis . i like nor . also bought missha purple eyeliner . nvr buy pink . cos alot uf ppl got pink . den i special abit , buy purple . lol . afta tat go pak pool ard centre . got rene jie , chuan kor , shawn and company . also got you jian , edmund , ah gua and company . lol . weiyang oso there . and two kns de guy , puiis . now broke ler . money gone just in one dae . veri fast nor . i also nvr buy alot uf things . sians . hate tu be broke and haf no money tu spend . boo . tml still going town . pei xiaorui go buy something* gees . duno how im gonna survive when i dun haf much money wit me . den see nice clothes i will go ARRRR . no money buy . jitao sians . hais , go town area is liddat de nar . next time go town area must bring more money . if not like todae nor . GRRRR .

anyway , todae is net's birthdae . hapi 15 birthdae wor . wishing her all the best on dis dae . may her wish come true . she and ricky will last . hope she had fun todae . do tc . mwarks . MISSyoo . long time no go out ler , find one dae go out . go shop shop nor , and haf fun . luff and luff . lol . kip in contact .

so in love wit JUNYANG . omg . lol . his songs are POWER . his guardian angel , WOOTS . nice seh . he's more like a superstar . JUNYANG WAN SUI .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/04/2005 02:34:00 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

okie . todae was not a gud dae for me . boo . dun wana tok much . bud afta tat its was alrite ler larh . bud still was not in gud mood lorh . sians . go for cross country . took mrt . there was a farking lady . kaos . diao me and kpkb . nabei . she's such an ass . she said tat i should mind my words and marhl attitude . she said she could go and complain tu marhl sch . den i said WAT at first . i was in bad mood ler still kpkb . den get out uf ang mo kio station , i stare and diao at her . duno she say wut again , i HOT ler , i just shout at her in the mrt " stare wad stare , go complain marhl sch if yoo wan larh hor " . afta tat i point middle finger at her . she dun wan luk at me den her tai ji lorh . tink she noe i msl de . i got sae i from msl de . got alot uf ppl looking . i dun kare arhs . i noe i make her paiseh . LOL . den i walk off . tink she other sch de teacher lai de . and tink she will complain tu marhl sch . complain as much as she wan . i dun KARE . sch reopen ler den sae lorh . hahas . then the cross country was lame and boring lorh . bth . it was raining and still ask us go run . waste marhl time and money onli . i was totally wet man . den somemore sec three crowd in a small tent . kaos , so stuffy and hot . reali bth . in the end , rain haven stop , den jiu can go home lorh . its just A WASTE OF MARHL TIME AND MONEY . dun even plan tu run de . just walk . i dun nid the top 30 of the level , neither do i nid the prize . afta tat go lay khean hus take bag and books den go home ler . shan go mit her ahem* bahs . go home sleep , bth . so tired . den the rain make me feel veri uncomfortable , got headache .

about the jueduiSUPERSTAR , i've reali got nth tu sae . i reali dun understand . so disappointed when weilian win . i cant believe he's the SUPERSTAR . his singing was not at all gud lorh . duno why so many ppl vote for him . tat part he and JJ sing was horrible . JJ has tu cover up his weak parts lorh . imagine if JUNYANG had won , i reali cant imagine how charming and attractive he would have been . his singing was great lorh . plus he's handsome , tu me larh . he reali luks great in white suit . i tink he looks more like a SUPERSTAR . his singing like same as JJ , if he had won , he and JJ sing sure veri nice de . somemore dey frens wor . anyway , JJ singing was POWER . still tink tat weilian cant go far . i tink kelly and junyang can go further . xinhuey was pretty ytd , so was channel , candyce , and kelly . silver hai hao onli . shuai de SUPERSTAR got JUNYANG uf cos , derrick , leon , sebastian . GEES . weichoong okie larh . ytd live SUPERSTAR was reali rock lorh .

sat got mco chalet leis . haven decided tu go back tu mco not . duno if i wan go chalet anot . heng zhong invite me go . and if he got ride bike go chalet , he wan lompang me tu chalet . how swit uf him :) bud alot uf ppl nvr go chalet liddat . den i dun wan go ler lorh . mayb will join back mco afta the N level and O level finish . den got more ppl mahs . wun sians . hees .

also , marhl results SARKS . failed three out uf six . and pass oso not veri gud . dun noe how tu show marhl mum the progress card . she will kpkb again . reali veri badly done nor . hais . reali got tu BUCK up and pull up marhl socks . now im guai kia wanna be . LOL . i got bring back marhl books go home study and revise during the september holidays . bud marhl september holidays like got alot uf activities pack up liddat . wed got 2s3 gathering ard east coast . thu got tu send ms jane tu the airport . i gonna miss her . she's such a great teacher . so sad she has tu leave . boo . bud i wish her all the best . tc ms jane . 2s3 gathering ard east coast mayb wun go lorh . far leis . some more got co , afta co go there sure veri late . and i oso sure veri tired de . send ms jane tu the airport , tink will go lorh . den still got tu go out lorh . must slack and lac abit oso mahs . one week holiday is just so short . boo . afta tat veri close tu EOY ler . sians diao . veri scare i no time tu study during the sept holidays . ARRR . write so long , stop here ler . buais .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 9/03/2005 03:36:00 AM