Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Ok, I know my BE BACK SOON is really late.
But you've got to understand that its either im too tired to blog after long working hours of work, OR on my off day i would sleep till i am satisfied... or get out of home... AND to clubs... all these will result in no time to blog.
Seems that i've got NO sufficient rest and enjoyment:(

Talking about clubbing.. ST JAMES is my recent love:D

As for work, i can say im not loving my work.
Quarrelling with dearies over work.
That's the reason why i dont like to work with friends.
Different thinking, different opinion, different working style.
And damn my pay.
Deduct $100 plus of my pay when i am seldom late! wtf.
By right the company should return my pay when they never even check the punch card properly.
Ended up they will only give me back the rest of the money on my commission day. ZZZ!
I don't think its fair at all.
Anyway, i think i shld be getting my commission next month if im not wrong,
Wei and Weenah getting theirs this month.
Now i don't have a choice and i can't quit at any point of the time.
If not there goes my commission + overdue pay.
So much to complain about if i really want to state it down.
But i dont think i have so much time to do all this.
So forget it, i'll just endure for the time being.
Until i burst... And....
I just don't want to just give up easily, although i am missing my previous job and pay.

And here are the overdue pics:

Birthday boy on 22 june is: Jeremy Bro.
Had tons of fun.
Miss them so much.
But poor bro was forced to drink and he got drunk!
Sry i slept instead of taking care of you.

St James! My love!

*** Sorry i let you down.
Besides sorry, i don't know what to say already.
I really don't know what i want.
I wanted so much to get back to single life.
I don't think i am ready to settle down or commit to a relationship yet.
I just want to play around and enjoy.
The whole problem doesn't lies with you.
Its ME!
You have totally done nothing wrong don't apologise anymore.
The more you apologise, the more i will feel guilty.
You are the best i could ever ask for.
Too good to be true.
Its just that i found out that i never learnt to treasure you.
I think i rely too much on you already that i have always taken you for granted.
Even if i will to regret in future, i choose this path myself.
Don't have to be sad for people like me.
You deserve someone so much better than me.
If the ans i am going to give you is not what you want, be strong and move on ok.
Don't forget what you promise me.

I'll end with our pics..

Knowing you was already one of the best gift in my life.
Please take care....

♥ 7/07/2008 12:00:00 PM