oh well .
things i felt like blogging today .
its wed sch day !
lesson as usual .
firstly , i miss co .
i saw their full-dress rehearsal for the concert .
i felt like going back .
i see how co grow under mr low hands .
from a very weak co
tu a strong co now .
im happy and pleased for mslco .
bud i cant go back .
i last when tu co
was after the quarrel with my conductor .
mayb i was at fault .
bud he didnt noe the reason why i wanted to leave the co room so much tt time .
i so hate ppl to look down on me ok .
ARGH - forget it cans .
im going for the concert .
mslco jiayou !
going tu love mslco concert songs .
bud im jealous la .
the cello first seat is mine hor !
if im going for the concert ,
i believe that seat will still be mine ya ?
now the seat is replaced by zhong hua .
but i must thank mr lee and mr low la hor .
they are the ones who brought me to where i am today .
meaning tt my cello skills improved so much becos of dem two .
although i so long never go co and play the cello ,
but i still noe how to play lor .
but tink i wun play tt well le .
i see mr low
i sian diao .
den i will run away from him .
bud tink he saw me ya ?
i also duno how tu face him la .
so dun talk better .
hais .
sad la , tears will be seen at the concert .


went tu cwp after my F&N coursework and
after via's and sin's oral .
my F&N coursework ,
still gt so much to complete .
how can i possibly mit the deadline .
kill me la .
stress !
alot of remedials will be poping out .
sian .
bo bian .
N level mahs .


slack at cwp and went tu find rui cos got some problems .
dun wan mention so much la .
just that the whole thing was so awkard and embarassing .
plus im so dulan .
bo liao waste money go there !
he no heart de .
only how to hell talk much and comment
but dun wan help .
FUCK !
hate him lur .
rui*
WAKE UP !
THIS IS YOUR REALITY .
ACCEPT IT .
dun let ppl look down on yoo .
dun let him noe how weak yoo are .
dun hurt yourself becos of him ,
cos he's nt going come back to yoo .
not worth it .
he's nt the only guy .
yoo are only 16 .
your future still lies ahead .
yoo still have to move on with lyfe .
show him yoo can still be happy even without him .
yoo are nt alone ,
we girls are still here for yoo alright !
we wan yoo tu stand up again .
show us yoo can .
see how much your family and us care !
so i hope yoo are awake by now .


no time for hw cans .
tired and shag .
lazy .
gtg !
bye all .


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
28.06.06 , 23.23
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♥ 6/28/2006 10:13:00 PM

met up with jus first and both uf us went tu ps
tu mit up with net rui and evon .
sori jus ,
dun angry la .
i didnt mean it .
nt i dun wan go for your cat walk show ,
its just tt i overslept .
bud dun wori ,
i will be supporting yoo all da way .
lols .
shop awhile and ate at kfc .
and after tt shop awhile more before going back .
cos all da shops closing soon .
ps seems like alot uf shopping tu do .
and nt forgetting the THIS FASHION at there lur .
heard alot uf nice clothes [ tops and bottoms ] frm there .
i'll be back .
wait for me .
i'll get ready my money :)
den headed back tu cwp .
met up with cheng .
got jiahao and fabian .
jus go hm first .
den we go balcony there talk talk .
after tt fabian also go first .
germany win ya .
i should have bet .
bud this kind uf thing no confrim win de .
talk TALK TALK
den go hm liaos .
went back hm with cheng and jiahao .
heard things abt yichelle .
she is nw back hm .
anyway , I LOVE MY GIRLS .
i wan go overseas with dem lur .
at da end uf the year .


anyway ,
des called and sms .
he know he's at fault .
he apologised and ask me dun angry .
too late le .
too late tu make amends .
yoo didnt treasure me in da first place .
so dun regret .
yoo hurt me so much ,
a word SORRY wun heal my pain .
yoo flirt so many girls ,
wad's the use uf saying sori nw .
hais .
im going tu move on alright .
i seems tu have change becos uf yoo :(


although everything was just an act like wad yoo said and claim ,
bud im scared i will crush on him .
wad if i said i had a crush on him ?
will everything turn out differently ?
will the act still carry on ?
will yoo treat me just as nice as before ?
the act stopped , yoo changed .
yoo seems tu treat me differently .
he still like his ex i noe .
i wun be the third party , I WUN , NEVER !
WADEVA IT IS ,
CRUSH WUN LAST FOR SURE .
ITS JUST A CRUSH ONLY !


SCH IS REOPENING TML .
KILL ME PLS .
I HATE SCH .
I HAVENT HAD ENOUGH FUN .


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
25.06.06 , 02.50
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♥ 6/25/2006 02:08:00 AM

KNN .
the truth is out now kks .
EVERYTHING BETWEEN ME AND WENYIN IS JUST AN ACT OK .
yoo people duno anthing
dun KAOBEI so much ok .
fuck off cans .
not happy with me isit ,
den come find me .
my lyfe is full of assholes/bitches/sluts/jerks .
and one of dem is yoo people !
idiots .
dun come irritate me i warn yoo people .

♥ 6/23/2006 03:47:00 PM

im so shag .
plus tired .
kip ton .
that's why i love night lyfe that much .
sch reopen how .
jialat .

today 22 , sarks .
i hate him lur .
i didnt pick up his calls at all till now after he did something wrong .
and hello its infront uf me .
disappointed .
its dark ,
i cant see clearly .
but still can see abit ok .
i noe exactly wad yoo are doing .
i can feel it man .
its always becos of gal .
this time also my fwen .
and yoo are getting off the limit each time .
i had enough .
i dun own yoo big time
to tolerate your nonsense .
i was beside yoo .
i kept quiet like a fool for a moment .
until i burst out .
i only said I HAVE A STEAD
PLS RESPECT ME and dun touch me .
and ppl , dun get the word ' touch ' wrongly .
wadeva its is ,
its none uf my business anymore .
i dun kare .
flirt all yoo wan alright .
yoo go your way i go mine .
yoo are nt the one i knew anymore .
mayb i will forgive yoo one day .
bud not now .
even if i forgive , i wun forget .
i love your family .
they treat me good .
im so grateful .
thousand thanks .


ytd went down to odi's pub .
his BIRTHDAY mahs .
guess he must be really happy .
he's dead drunk .
kute lar he ytd . lols .
i drank quite alot too .
mix around here and there with the ppl there .
wan noe more , read from cheng , net and rui blogs .
love dem .
i hate BITCHES .
KNN .
make me hot .
smack their ass .


back tu wenyin darlink ,
today he treat me abit cold lur .
duno why .
i jus nid alittle more trust hao mahs .
ppl say he flirt .
i really hate flirt guys . cb .
show me yoo are nt .
and i hope yoo are not .
i wonder if his words are just swit talks .
argh - wadeva lar .
ni bian le :(
im waiting for yoo to come online .
i noe even if im having fun outside ,
i will think uf yoo .
den yoo lehs ?


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
22.06.06 , 23.41 .
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♥ 6/22/2006 11:07:00 PM

im here tu blog .
sch's going to reopen .
sians .
stress .
N level's getting nearer .
im suppose tu go back tu sch for extra lessons and do my coursework .
bud i didnt go for the whole june holidays .
shag arhs .
i was like having so much fun during the june holidays .
especially my night lyfe .
i seems to noe more fwens .
this june holidays seems like im having so much programme .
im loving it .
anyway , im gonna buck up in my studies alright . jiayou .


this wed odi's birthday .
he will be celebrating his birthday in the pub .
i am invited to go down and i will be going down .
just want to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all the fwens whose birthday is in june .
i miss those sisters we used to hang out together with ,
and go outing lur .
hoping to gather again .
and to club for one last time before sch reopen .
cos i noe i'll be so busy and i wun have time for that anymore .
i'll have tu wait till my N level finishes and that's the time where i'll be having my holidays soon .


i will stop loving MR NEO soon .
i've woken up from my lala kuku papaya land .
im starting tu hate him .
felt im so silly and stupid tu let him actually make use and take advantage of .
he find his girl i find my boy .
via is right .
love our enemies .
so i have to thank him for hurting me everytime ,
and making me stronger .
im wenyin's baobeii ,
he's mine darlink .
he said he belong to me only .
lols .
he's my new love . muacks .
gees .
talk about him now and i'll start to miss and think about him .
so i tink i better stop here :]


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
20.06.06 , 02.34 am .
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♥ 6/20/2006 01:53:00 AM

im so happy ytd .
went clubbing .
to MOS .
with rui , via and her cine fwens .
before that mit up with xiaver , jiahui and miao shan .
den go via's relative buffet .
she was already half drunk lur .
den go cine .
go find via cine fwens .
den wait for rui ,
and headed to MOS !
dun wan talk about how we managed go in .
the atmosphere in mos was good enough .
mos is definetly biger than momo .
overall ,
mos not bad larh .
or should i say fun .
via was 'high' enough inside there .
she noe wad my 'high' means .
becos she duno wad happen and wad she did at all .
even when max came to look for her
and give her a scolding .
cos she was simply dead drunk .
via , yoo look awful and ugly when yoo are drunk .
dun get yourself drunk again .
had a difficult time looking after her .
and a few of via's cine fwens were drunk too .
im tired not becos of dancing ,
its becos i took kare of via !
and my high heels made my leg pain .
stayed at via's hus . rui went home .
went back in via's another fwens car .
woots ,
the guy who drove me and rui back ,
drove at a fast speed nor .
cool lehs .
plus the techno base ,
so solid nor .
reach via home ,
den awhile later via's fwens drive us go eat
breakfast i should say .
den go back via's home .
i use com awhile only .
den tired ler .
me and via slept all the way till 5 plus rite ?


ok ,
i noe i would love clubbing lyfe even more .
the night lyfe i should say .
i love ytd .
becos i dun tink of him at all .
he's not in my mind ,
although i would mention his name .
he cor me ytd .
ask me wher i was .
i said i was at cine .
den he asked me where i was going later .
i said go clubbing .
he said to wher ,
i say to mos .
he say i can go in mehs ?
den i say duno lehs .
den he said later go find him .
and i said no , i dun wan .
he lanlan .
he wan use me only ,
tink i duno .
he now got he like de girl ler ,
den i give dem two my blessings nor .
wad more do he wan .
if i could ,
i would cry or drop tears infront of him ,
asking him to let me go ,
if he only wan to hurt me liddat .


nvm ,
clubbing ,
CLUBBING ,
clubbing
is wad i tink of only .
after clubbing night ride also good lur .
hurhur .
it will temporary ease off my pain .
after that less of clubbing perhaps .
more into studies .
more time for clubbing only in the holidays .
hahs .
im happy and contented with my lyfe do i ?
i dun love him anymore and i dun nid him do i ?
or am i just runing away from reality ?



- 'wo yao kuai le :(
08.06.06 , 23.20
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♥ 6/08/2006 10:23:00 PM