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WORK-ed as usual .
is either one or two days off in a week.
nov taking some days off .
going out and bitching with girlfriends.
sch mates having chalet.
AND ?
is that all only people ?
give me the time-table leh.
as soon as possible k.

im going to work for BCBG until the last day of nov.
cant stand the oldest lady in the three.
age gap generation
im tolerating !
for the sake of money.
i noe u picking on me .
bu shuang me say la .
fuck u .

maybe working for banquet in dec.
more fun there.
so many fwens together also .

genting trip with dem gone le ar ?
sian .
i wan leh .

ytd night had a chat with jocelyn leeyun and rui .
dear, darling and sweetie .
hoho .
haiya, anyhow give names de la .
haha .
nice chatting la .
wad also can chat de .
sot de we .
esp me lar .
stupid entertainer .
lol .
one thing in common i find ,
the guy we desire will neva be ours .
Lyfe is so unfair .
sad case lor :(
but mine different lor,
i DUN like him.
Admiration is wad i claim only .
dun believe sua .
he got he like de girl liao .
i hear le also sian .
wad am i thinking about .
haha anyway : i got his viedo .
him singing .
thx leeyun !
a idiot i am .
confused -

am i really a great entertainer ?
its god who creates me .
ask him why i am born liddat .
stupid yet funny ,
and people can laugh the all da way .
yaya , im the clown ,
the only one entertaining
while everybody looking and laughing at my actions .
holy hell .
bo bian ,
my face got these words :
' people pls kindly laugh at me . '
lol . noob sia .

loves all those who treasure me .
and i'll love them back .
screw all those who treat me like shit .
damn you idiot .

ok ,
im done with my post .
tml still got work sian .
TATA ^^
nights .

All da best to all fwens taking O level .
lucks !
jiayou ar .
mwark .

♥ 10/28/2006 11:38:00 PM

Aww, how sad .

I just miss and LOVE you people lar .
and i noe who are true fwens to me .
You guys noe who you are,
and if you are one of them.
So, kip in contact alrights !
Dun wan say too much.
cuz actions speaks louder than words.
Agree?

BUT nevertheless,

you people never fail to brighten up my day .
esp when its a gloomy one.
I noe its only on da outside,
But at least better than nothing yup ?
At least i still smiled :)
even if its a fake one.
lol.

So peace yea ?
Forgive and Forget can ?

oh ya, im motivated to be a better person.
Haha.

There's nothing wrong to fall in love.
But,
I dun wan to be tied down by guys .
Im going to live in the world of mine.
I wan to get myself a swit bf,
to pick me up after work.
lol.
geting rather sick of working in BCBG.
duno why.
always felt tired afta working.
esp when i see couples.
hugging kissing here and there.
more sian lor.

GTG!
Bye.
Tata ^^

♥ 10/26/2006 01:45:00 AM

just came back from the circus.
making everybody laugh.
jocelyn,leeyun,xiaorui,stella, and a guy from my banquet workplace.
all my beloved darlings today.
sound like an idiot eh.
im always behaving like one.
justina right ?
haha.

im here to blog about graduation day 2006.
made myself so fucking high.
superb
happy.
fun.
enjoyed myself.
lastly,
i'll miss you people.
my dearest sch gang.
wun forget that memorable last gathering.
bud i guess we will still meet up ya?
Why no prom night de?

i shout scream here and there.
shout for all of dem.
shout until my voice off tune.
wth.
stand on the chair jump here and there.
like wad sia.
make the whole sch turn unside down.
teacher also cannot do much.
cos last day mah.
haha.
i shout too much.
miss tay say: one more time you get out of the hall.
me: hack care only la.
make havok at other parts of the hall.
she also liddat.
and yea,
FUCK THE SCHOOL!
FUCK MSL!
lol.
the sch which brought happiness and joy
not forgetting tears and sadness.

never eat buffet.
also duno wad buffet.
not nice de.
HERE COMES THE PART:
LIMZE AND FIONA KISSING IN THE SCHOOL.
bud actually is we force de.
if not we dun let them go.
CAN YOU IMAGINE?
fiona not liddat last time.
wad made her so daring?
maybe she found her true love.
and limze,
a gentleman in my mind.
omfg.
pro eh.
bud i enjoyed the show la.
haha:X
kissing like wad only.
force is force.
but kiss like willing.
SONG HOR ?
all take out our cameras or digi cam
take photos or videos.
lmao.

why he never talk to me.
sad case eh.
oh ya,
i forget he got he like de girl liao.
this kind of thing wher can force de.
im not the third party; neva going to be.
he happy jiu hao lor.
:(

I learn my horoscope from jeremy chew.
boo hoo.
its not really a good sign.
Dun wan be too supertitous in this also la.

Love is like a crystal ball.
It seems to be perfect on da outside,
But yet it is actually fragile.
Why?
When it breaks, its not perfect anymore.

♥ 10/20/2006 11:27:00 PM

Aww, its all about work.
working life now:]

im currently in love with both jobs.
BCBG and banquet at hilton.
so i've decided to work on both jobs.
when i have my off days at BCBG,
im going to work at hilton.
provided if there's a function.
work until some time at BCBG,
den stop lor.
and will continue at banquet maybe?
working is of cuz tiring.
especially at hilton.
but fun working there.
and i embarrassed myself on da first day.
felt so guilty bud i didnt mean it lar.
they didnt blame or scold me.
so good la they :)
BCBG is fine yea.

must work,
earn the money,
before i enjoy!
so i must jiayou,
earn more money.
if not no money how to enjoy.
I wan to buy alot of things.
with my hard earned money.
Im waiting for my first pay:]
And,
im going to chiong work!
Gogogo.
claps for me please.

ARGH- HIM !!
Makes me go mad and crazy.
lol.
waiting for him to talk to me.
why cant he make the first move.
making me sound so much like an idiot:(

anyway,
happy birthday to the october babies.
wenyin, lihui, sylvia, yencheng, alan(cine) and all.
Anymore?
sorry if i've left out any.
all da best.
take kare.

I miss my girls okay.
finish your O level and we will bytch around k.
good luck to all taking O level.
Jiayou.

No one is perfect.

♥ 10/17/2006 01:23:00 AM

i'll be working at 1 tml.
at wistma.
salesgirl.
its a branded shop i think.
the things sold there are all sold at hundreds.
cant afford to go wrong.
one hour $5.
working for 8 hours standard.
one week only got one or two weekday leave.
wth.
sat and sun must work.
cant apply leave at last min de.
sian ar.
bud good thing is,
one month i should be able to get about a thousand plus?
not sure la.
and got commision de.
hope to earn more for commision.
cos i believe cn earn quite alot through commision.
cos its branded shop mah.

this sat working for banquet at hilton hotel.
at 3 if im nt wrong.
actually wan take up two jobs de.
cuz got two jobs on hold.
can earn more also.
den enjoy better.
when you got the money,
you got the say lor.
but the time clashes i think.
hais.
sian nor.

i duno wad job i should work as.
xr didnt get the job.
bud i wan we three to work together.
more fun mahs if work together.
besides, banquet can mahs.
sad lor.
be salesgirl must alone also.
or with other people.
cannot with stella.
boo hoo.

HOW ?
tml me and stella go down there ask properly first.
cuz rui and her got mco.
den sure will affect mahs.
some more i got gradution day at sch.
or maybe next time i suddenly got something on?
bud i told the lady who interviewed me
tt i will be working until dec 19.
cuz jus's birthday.
and somemore if confirmed,
genting trip will be around dec 20+ yea?
looking forward towards tt trip.
hees.

fuck-ed up by some guys nowadays.
wth.
if i can,
i wish to screw them.
pissed off.
why cant they understand ?
wad do they treat we girls as ?
wadeva shit.
den my mum.
duno wad she fucking wan.
duno wad's wrong with her nowadays.
omg,
life is like hell.

work also good la.
dun let my mind wander so much.
if not luan luan xiang.
if i anyhow think,
my mind is going to get corrupted
with those stuffs.

i'll end here.
bye people.
miss me alrights!

Still, life goes on ..

♥ 10/12/2006 11:42:00 PM

up to blog.
yea,
my N level is over.
three cheers for me.

im getting a job soon.
interviewed a job ytd.
not working for fish&co.
cuz they need full-time workes,
not part time.
some more gt one fatty bluff rui dem all,
saying tt he is the manager of fish&co.
wth.
make us paiseh.
what's there to bluff tt you are a manager.
stupid.
the pay is $4.50.
so its out.
den went to interview at banquet.
location: hilton hotel at orchard.
waitress.
mon-thu $5.50
fri-sun $6
the pay not too bad la.
bud got function den can do de.
den must go snatch for booking all tt.
can choose wan work wad day de.
next week den can start.
mayb working as that if no better jobs.

tml going for interview at orchard.
work at make up counter.
stella intro de.
hmm.

i really wan to plae hard and enjoy myself.
i dye my hair le.
done medicure le.
haha.
im great at spending money.
going to be broke soon.
if i dun faster go work,
my pocket sure gt burnt holes.
i wan go genting with dem.
sure alot of fun de.
i really hope tt my holidays will be alot of
fun and surprises.

i miss my sch mates :X

sometimes my life is like in hell.
i wonder why life is so unfair.
bud i never fail to bring up a smile.
or even if i fake a smile out.
i'll still be as happy and crazy.
cuz it dun helps staying upset.
for it will make me worse.
its my mum and great fwens
that keeps me going.
i lack love from a boyfriend.
but nvm.
it does not matters.
cuz i rather take time to find a good one.
than to suffer next time.
i dun wan a repeat
nor another mistake in lyfe.
i do not noe wad will happen to me tml.
so i learn how to cherish.
what's yours is yours.
no matter how you fight for it
if its nt yours,
you wun expect a good ending.
so i must learn to let go its nt meant to be mine.

i hate you even more.
for not letting me go.
its you who didnt treasure me in da first place.
so everything is the past.
i just wan to lead my own life.
why wun you give me peace.
wad does he fucking wan?
argh.
pissed off.
and dun insult us
when we are not.
your mouth really stinks.
we wun bother much about wad you said.
cuz its useless talking so much to you.
waste of time.
noe where you stand okay.
dun get off the limit dude.

i love my life now.
out of tt kind of world.
simply none of my business attitude.
haha.
i wun get back there again right?

set me free.

♥ 10/10/2006 10:22:00 PM

tml will be the last day of N level.
i mean for me lar.
cuz still got others taking POA and D&T mahs.
im taking my maths paper 2 tml.
wish me luck huh.
cuz must depend on paper 2 ler.
sian.

yippes!
FINALLY N level is going to be over soon.
i've been waiting for this day.
i can take a break from sch.
i can look for a job and its when money comes in.
i can continue my night life.
i can bytch and shop as and when i like it.
i can do wadever i wan.
hoping to do medicure and wanting my hair to be dyed.
and not forgetting,
to go overseas with my dearies.

Then ..
tragic will come.
cuz its the day when i will get back my results.
it wun be any good i noe.
i will be disappointed.
cuz i noe how i fare during the examination.
and its like gone huh?
although i did make an effort in it.
will i make it for my N ?
i doubt so.
prepared for the worst.
i seems hopeless.
shag la.

ok,
let me not worry so much about the results first.
let me purely enjoy my break first.

Den,
i really nid someone to talk to.
he's nt making the first move to talk to me.
oh well,
he's not mine anyway.
so wad can i expect?
zhi shi dui ta you hao gan.

anyway, lucks to jiaqing this sun.
all da best.
jiayou!
hope you make it to the final 24.
i'll be supporting.
haha.

hao la,
gtg.
bye everyone.
- gone -

my destiny cries ..

♥ 10/05/2006 11:06:00 PM