im back from marcus chalet !
its his 16th birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER .
did yoo ppl miss me ?
haha .
would not go into details for everything in chalet .
cos it will take up the whole night .
so i will go short and swit den .


day 1 of chalet , thursday .
mit up with nana , via and lihui .
ya , im always the late one .
cos i went tu sleep .
sit bus to tampines .
den took cab to downtown east chalet .
reach there first thing go find food at the bbq .
hungry and typical me .
luckily i got my bunch of brothers to serve me .
and yuewei too .
so i jus help myself and eat lur .
den at night ,
got drink lor , volka .
and play so many thing la .
eric , ivan , marcus and ken ,
dey drink quite alot i tink .
den dey play a game .
lose de will have to turn themselves in circles .
whoever vomit is the one who lose in da end .
boliao right .
hahas .
bud funny la .
begin tu feel tired
so went tu lie down and sleep .
den in the middle of my sleep .
i was awaken by huiwen
cos she say she saw that one .
lihui also saw .
and ivan asking us to go out see that thing .
at first ,
some of us saw it .
i myself tot i saw the legs clinging on there .
bud actually its not la .
duno wad thing hang there .
den light reflection .
den we were like go CHEY ..
adam nonsense de .
anyhow boom .
say wad is a guy wearing baju kurong .
LOLS .
by then it was going tu be morning soon .
and we went back tu sleep .


day two of chalet , fri .
happening la hor .
wake up at noon liddat .
den took turns go bathe .
after like waiting so long for all people to bathe finish ,
and waiting for people tu come ,
can finally go eat ler .
after which ,
some decided go wild wild wet ,
and some tu escape .
and we headed to our destination .
escape close on weekdays .
i was like sian diao .
den we go plae pool nor .
had a few rounds .
my boyboy pro la .
hahas .
ivan also nt bad lur .
after some time went back tu our room .
then , get ready for bbq again .
more people on fri .
cos got his family and relatives .
as usual eat again .
got people serve .
yum yums .
cut birthday cake and all ,
some uf us went tu red house .
didnt saw anything .
except that the photos we took there was wierd .
bored and hot stuffy in there .
went back ,
its time tu drink again .
this time BOMBEY !
the liquor i cant take it when it comes at da end .
KILLER ARHS . BEWARE !
no limejuice or lychee to mix with .
so anyhow mix .
still ok la .
didnt drink that much when i was at shawn's pub .
and hey ,
i was not drunk ,
just felt hot .
we girls ,
quite alot drunk k .
can yoo imagine how embarassing it was ?
all like sot tio .
dey anyhow ,
i hot become hotter ,
den i also anyhow le .
bud i noe myself i was not drunk .
dun really wan tu mention wad happen .
guys better than girls la .
even they drunk ,
they also never anyhow .
bud some also sot sot de .
at that moment ,
everything was a scene lur .
one after another .
hey sisters !
i do kare ok .
anything can share our problems .
dun kip it inside your hart
and hurt yourself .
wake up pls .
we are not going tu let guys bring us down .
its the same as love .
dun bring us down and dun let it beat us .
take kare alright .
i can lend yoo my shoulder and listening ear .
and i will be the tissue .
i'll be there if yoo nid me .
at last ,
everything settle and ok le .
have a chat with others
and den go sleep le .
i miss my other girls too .
muacks .
I SIMPLY LOVE MY GIRLS !


day3 of chalet , sat .
wake up ,
slack here and there .
the guys packed thier stuffs .
have to check out before 10.30 am .
bud we left at about 11 liddat .
den went to mac to eat .
den suddenly i tot of the $100 voucher haven use .
den suggested go play escape or wild wild wet .
at last decided on escape .
got 11 ppl .
me , nana , lihui , huiwen , ivan , eric , boyboy , jeremy , girl de weili , xiangjie and weipeng .
heng never rain ar .
escape fun lur .
play till 4 liddat ,
den go back find the others who didnt go bud went tu play pool instead .
bud sadly ,
nt all 16 .
den some no IC cant go in also .
den dey no play lor .
dey sleep and waited for us .
hahas .
finally home swit home .
some took cab while others took mrt .
we cabbed home .
before that ,
i go centre buy back the same shorts .
cos i give huiwen mine
as so called birthday present .
i only wear once lor .
and that is to the chalet
and i give yoo wear le .
saw jus :)
went home cook magi mee eat .
den go sleep .
didnt go out tu mit anyone .
tired and lazy .
haven do my hw and coursework .
kao eh , sian .
damn it !!
bye .


- wo yao kuai le :)
23.07.06 , 1.07
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♥ 7/22/2006 11:46:00 PM

up tu blog .
shen jiaying wants me tu blog .
she nags at me .
haha .
ytd was N level oral .
gone case .
craps and nonsense .
and i kip stopping halfway .
i thought of wad i wan tu say le ,
bud den the words cant come out .
and another moment later ,
i forget wad i wan tu say le .
hell .


today wed .
sch as usual .
sch really SUCK la .
so sian .
im happy only when i get together with my frens .
im always awaiting for the weekends .
im really into night lyfe .
im so distracted in my studies .
no mood tu study at all .
i've really got no interest in studying lur .


oh ya ,
today went cwp .
usual routine after sch .
and yoo noe wad .
got sot kia chase me and via lur .
the sot kia wan beat us .
KNN .
scared tio .
he really sot de lehs .
bud we also disiao la .
he almost beat via lur .
i managed tu run away .
haha .
we also sot de .
wan go find him ,
den follow him and see his stupid actions .
den when he come ,
we run like wad sia .
we always kip a look-out on him .
scare he attack us .
MAD !
bud overall ,
funny lur .
LOLS !


had a msn chat with jiaying .
was talking about my future .
i duno wher i wan tu land .
duno if i should go tu sec 5 even if i can make it for my N ?
duno if i should continue studying after my N ?
duno if i should go to ITE and study some courses i like ?
hotel management ?
or i should go out learn some courses i fancy huh ?
im such a failure lur .
fine !
i'll get married tu a rich guy .
live off him .
be taitai ,
go shopping , high tea all that .
but the problem is so easy tu find mehs .
tink i wan can get liao ar .
wo sot de .
nono ,
how can i live off guys !
i muz be independent .
earn my own money .
BIG MONEY .
when i got the money ,
i got the say .
i wan tu be a successful career women
bud i DUN NID/WANT GUYS tu help or support me .
i will use my own ability tu show those idiot jerks
how they fucking judge and look upon me is wrong .
he turn my lyfe upside down .
he made my lyfe so fucked up .
he made me changed .
so no point regretting now .
its damn it over .
see , im dreaming .
always dreaming .
hoping i will be rich one day .
haha .
im not interested in studying .
and i hate studying .
i cant even settle down in my studies .
how i expect and wan myself tu be a successful career women huh ?
well .. i'll dream more .
LOLS !


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
12.07.06 , 22.40
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♥ 7/12/2006 08:39:00 PM

BOO !
im so tired .
just nw having headache .
normal sch day on tuesday .
school lyfe really sian nor .
SUCK .
the stress is killing me lur .


after sch went tu cwp .
normal routine ya .
dot dot .
today so many taiji lur .
one after another .
hell .
via today happy lur .
FIGHT ONE ON ONE
with a girl .
no win no lose i cn say .
cos both parties
dare tu accept the fight .
so didnt lose face .
bud both parties got hurt .
now everything sua le .


WHEN IS MY TURN LUR ?
hands getting so itchy .
lols .
nono , siao ah eh !
i cant be like an ah lian ,
who gt nothing better to do ,
slacking around ,
finding trouble ,
den getting into fight
and here the police come .
its nt my lyfe .
kinda childish lame boliao ?
and i farking hate those ACT LIANS ONLY .
KNNCB .
piss me off .
only noe how tu talk much and action ,
call people down and use backing .
bud ownself dun dare de .
puiis .
now wad century wad year le ,
still talking about fighting gang and stuffs ?
when girls fight ,
ugly lur .
nt a pleasant sight tu see .
my policy is very simple .
if i never provoke people ,
and people provoke me ,
i'll turn nasty
and byte :X
if yoo are nice tu me ,
i'll be nice tu yoo too :D
im only out tu have fun .
so dun bully me .
HAHAS !


that somebOdy>.<>
whom i duno who that person is ,
said tt mr low welcome me back anytime
if im willing tu go back .
duno real not .
bud if its true ,
im happy and glad
cos it shows he still has not given up on me ya ?
bud no point going back .
i dun tink i wan tu make it tu sec 5 even if i can .
duno lur .


i feel like flirting so much .
dun it make me look and feel like a bitch ?
hahs .
im still wondering
and thinking
if i should flirt around
and be like a bitch
to get a feeling out of it .
lols .
i guess the feeling should suck big time ya .
hurhurs -


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
04.07.06 , 23.08
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♥ 7/04/2006 10:29:00 PM

RAHS !
the time is 1.42 ,
and im still awake .
doing my hw and using the com at da same time .
pro eh .
bud im tired .
so short post .


im really loving my night lyfe .
shits .
ton on fri and sat .
for more info , read sylvia's blog .
and fuck hell .
my pimples are popping out !


im a flirt ass now ?
wadeva .
net say my character and personality didnt change .
its my lifestyle that has changed .
maybe everything uf me has changed .
a different evan ?
wadeva .
im a bitch .
im rough and violent .
im an attitude freak .
SO !?!
dun try tu judge and comment
by wad yoo tink only .
LOVE me for who i am .
becus i am who i am .
its either yoo LOVE or HATE me .
i dun kare how yoo judge me ,
cos nobody is perfect !
hate me ,
fuck off frm my lyfe .
and try tu love me if yoo dare .
grins *


- 'wo yao kuai le :)
04.07.06 , 1.55 .
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♥ 7/04/2006 01:39:00 AM