2007 is arriving!
A brand new start for everything.
A new life!
wishing me success in whatever i do.
i am going to enjoy my last few days by having fun to the fullest.
i dun care.
how sad. sch reopening. sec 5.
everything also not ready yet.wtf.

actually there's alot of things im craving for.
bt i noe i cant have it all.

why is it always when i hope to get close with a guy,
but its not the guy i want in return.
then i see the guy getting close with another girl.
and i could only see.
the feeling is so fucked up.argh.

fine. now there is this cb retard making a din at my blog.
being so childish and lame.
bullshit and talk nonsense at my tagboard.
tink she muz be crazy in the mind.
fuck.
now she's the one finding trouble.
and she's expecting me to go down ang mo kio.
talk big nia.
i bet she dun dare.
jio her cum down woodlands she dun wan.
HUM lur!
want to act.
even insulted my fwens.
damn.
curse her to death for spamming.
since her everyday life is aimless.
so die better. go hell.
do too much bad things liao.
ke lian.
parents give her name dun wan put down.
tink she feels the shame for her name.
that's why she name herself KISSES.
fucker.

alright.
i gtg eat supper with joce dem all le.
everyday eat supper.
im so fucking fat now.
hate my pathetic figure now.
anyway,
nights!
TATA^^
do miz me peeps(:
haha.
and last of all,
Happy New Year to all.
muacks.

♥ 12/31/2006 02:52:00 AM

EVAN - jocelyn : you are free now. haha. tc. misses too. muacks. shopping again (:
EVAN - beebee : sorry la . i busy until forget. happy belated birthday lo. muacks.
EVAN - boo : cuz never upload lo(:
EVAN - kisses : u nb cb faggot. useless son of a bitch. childish and lame. nothing better to do. i guess u juz came out failure in ur face surgery. i guess u muz be even uglier than me now. pathetic. if u are not a moron, den u are a retard . how sad . i tink u cum ur father's lanjiao before. if not why are u asking me do it. im not as prositute and shameless as u to do this kind of thing. did u juz curse ur father's death ? u muz be a jinx i guess. you muz be in the same occuaption as ur mum. doing dirty jobs. if u dislike me to say this, fucking mind ur language den. dun say until parents there fucker! i guess u are from a broken family . so i can understand. u this lan jiao lang ! now u the one buay song me. so u cum down woodlands find me. set the time and i dare u to fight out one on one. dun juz talk big here without any actions. u dun scare me off juz liddat kiddo ! set out a better idea. fucking get hell.
EVAN - pk : link u soon :)
EVAN - lyun : heck the spammer. so lame WU LIAO. kns.
EVAN - yuexuan : hey thx for tagging. haha. surprised to see u here. zouk was fun ! see u around at clubbing areas. ur xiao ben ar ? crazy. sot de u. im nt interested in him pls. im changing target. lol.
EVAN - SYLVIA : wan me help u buy ticket den good fren. wad only! but anyway, im buying from u la. happy bo?
EVAN - net : thx for helping me to get rid of sickening childish spammers:)
EVAN / songting- : ya. we guess the spammer is the same. kns.
EVAN - ZOE : why ? den u still so happy ar . dots.
EVAN - Jus : heck la. talking nonsense nia. haven grow up yet. another hum one. waste time. thx for helping to get rid of kisses that cb kia.
EVAN - siying : cuz i think the spammer buay song me. but dun dare confront me. so use childish way by spamming. thx for helping to add on words and put kisses down. haha.
EVAN - stella : BURDEN! thx ar. with u ppl encouraging, i am going back to give it a shot. happy eh? haha. thx for supporting behind my back. so great to have you girls alright. angels given to bless me from heaven. muacks. cya too soon:) be less burden k. lol.
EVAN - fake EVAN : dun use my name. dun u have a name of ur own. for god sake.
EVAN - beebee : thx. all thanks to rui :) she help me do de.
EVAN - net : haha. wan find ppl to quarrel with ar. or wan beat ppl up? sian hor. we seems to be looking for trouble. lol.
EVAN - RUI' : haha. thx la k. muacks. u got gd taste k. wah, ur nose good ar. can smell. haha. but in fact there is one.
EVAN - unknown : hey girl. i noe hu u are. i noe u detest spammers alot. they dun dare show their faces. only noe how to talk big. anyway, thx for scolding until so fierce ar. wooo ..

♥ 12/22/2006 05:13:00 AM

busy with so many things.
haha.
no time to online.
sian.
no life liddat.
and i nid money la.
duno wher i spend my money on.
so fast going to finish le.
how sad:(

oh ya.
i can be promoted to sec 5.
with 9 points.
didnt expect i will pass.
totally no confidence.
cuz during that N level period,
i was damn shag.
one of my worst happening period in my hm.
sucky.
its a matter if i want anot.
actually i dun intend to.
but frens are encouraging me.
so why not when i have the chance
while others dun have it.
at least i give it a shot .

recently into night life again.
haha.
to numb myself.
i dun wan think so much.
wad for make myself even more upset
when my life is already so incomplete.
but recently,
so many of my girls are rather upset.
over r/s things.
cheer up girls(:
let nature take course.
if its meant to be yours,
it will be yours.
if its not meant to be yours,
let it go.
for it can ease ur pain.
like my msn nick now.
"single is the best way to keep flirting,
like how guys do too"
they will never noe how we girls think.
like we never noe wad they expect from us.
its until they found someone they really love,
and they start to noe the pain.
reality is the fact.

as for work.
the girls there are like fucking bitch.
hate dem lur.
hilton dogs.
only noe how to por.
and act big.
they are so fake lor.
a bunch of fakers and backstabbers.
shit dem faggots.

ok gtg.
im working lata at 11am.
meeting dem at 9.30am.
and im still at ting hus.
bo bian,
so used to night life now.
sick.
nights!
misses!
countdown to christmas eve 2 days!
christmas 3 days!
horray!
presents!
haha.
hoping to have fun:)
and im going to dxo this sat with my girls!
great.
im going to enjoy myself before sch reopen.
shake and dance till high girls!
TATA^^

♥ 12/22/2006 03:46:00 AM

woots!
im back from zouk.
one word to describe - FUN!
so so much better than mos man.
although zouk was stuffy and packed though.
the dancefloor was rather small.
the music and atmosphere was good.
first time i really consider myself
dancing and shaking.
haha.
high.
overall, i enjoyed myself.
didnt regretted going to zouk.
btw, 23 dec dxo.
my girls, anyone interested in going?
let's go together and have fun lo.
dxo dancefloor even smaller dan zouk.
and guess it will be crowded and packed.
but go for fun la.
go enjoy wan?

lata got work at 12.
outside catering.
meeting dem at 10.30.
and im getting tired and exhausted now.
shag la!
duno if i will mess things up.
god bless.
TATA^^

♥ 12/13/2006 09:46:00 AM

wad a day.
finished work at hilton.
today never OT.
no ppl OT.
and they also gt enough ppl le bah.
not really tired la.
cux started late.
i enjoy working at hilton.
duno why.
but one thing i dislike is the ppl there.
especially the girls.
cb. faker. act only.
feel like smacking dem.
bt still have to tolerate.
bo bian.
work afta all.
if i beat dem, i no nid survive at hilton.
bt if one day i hit dem, the most dun work at there lo.
the guys still ok lor.
better than the girls.
tink wad ar they all.
bitch.
nowadays so many bitches.
ahem*
sibei buay song dem.
wait one day i siao liao.
see they diam anot.
bt luckily i gt fwens at hilton.
thx dem.
got dem pei wo.
making my everyday happier.

i wan chiong banquet.
i wan money.
i gt the money i gt the say.
got lots of things to buy.
for different occasion.
clubbing, birthdays, going out, shopping, bytching, night life etc.
haha.

results cuming out.
sian.
i sense the fear le.
no confidence.
but whether i fail or pass,
i feel like continue working.
and taking up another course outside.
bt i feel like i got no aim.
no definite ans wher i wan to go if i fail or pass.
bt at another side,
i scare i regret.
regret is the last thing i want.
i duno wad i really wan in life.
useless.
i feel im someone without aims.
living everyday as it is.
be it happy or not.
for i cannot predict wad will happen tml.

can someone tell me wad's love all about.
make me believe that love exist hao mah?
change my thinking.
prove wad im thinking is wrong.
so that i can change to be a better me.
single best.
flirt all u wan.
no one cares.
its my life.
saddist.

duno wad i crapping also.
gonna peep into other ppl's blog.
haha.
nights everyone!
misses.
TATA^^
ARGH.
something wrong with my blog.
someone help pls!

♥ 12/12/2006 01:41:00 AM

sigh.
im no longer part of BCBG.
i've resign.
now, feeling so she bu de.
fuck.
duno why in da first place i wan to quit.
regret le la.
stupid me.
now quit liao, sad lor.
i'll miss everybody, everything.
will visit when free.
or jux drop by.
if can buy something back for u all lo.
this job quite relac de.
but when relac, time passes slowly.
got things to do, busy le,
time pass so fast.
suddenly, the one who treat me nt so nice from the start,
she appeared to treat me so nicely lately .
she's funny.
i use to hate her.
but not anymore.
den the other two leh.
duno uh.
cus dey appear friendly and nice infront uf u.
but u duno if they are talking bad about u.
one, when she speaks,
although she smiles,
she actually very sarcastic.
so fake.
another one,
sometimes good sometimes bad.
very strict and stiff de nor.
when she angry, wah lan eh.
like suddenly gt moodswing so fierce.
her temper can see de.
so easily jiu pekcek.
say so much,
im out of there right.
take a break first.
i dun wan to be a jobless soul.
roaming around.
hate this kind of boring life.
so banquet i nid u !
if not got to find other job le.
i wan work jiu dui le.
got job also complain, no job also complain.
ma fan leh me.
but i gain experience.
haha.
its considered my first stable job.
hopefully next time can find a better one.
bud i wan continue working in branded company.
working for gamut is a good idea eh.

alright,
i've got my first pay for october.
gees.
much more than i expected.
happy, high, excited describe my feelings upon it.
its actually not $5 per hr. its $5.50!
and never deduct CPF lor.
bud i duno how the second pay works.
think dey will issue me a cheque and ask me go down collect.
awaiting.
money money..
i nid more !!
for tons of things alright.
wad i want to buy is never-ending lor.
bud i got to spend it wisely.
if not jialat eh.

nw this issue.
i fucking hate guys who beat ladies.
not even scold.
so NOT gentleman.
like ahgua.
cb. kns.
call themselves a man.
puii.
useless guy!
if ever somebody will to do this to me,
i will give him one hard tight slap on the fucking face.
if he's my guy,
break ar!
no wrong.
i wun even land myself in this kind of guy hands,
and i cant afford to be in such pathetic state.
wad an idiot.
im not someone who is willing to lose my dignity and pride.
i will stand up for myself.
for what is right.
Why do guys heart changes that fast?
well, mine changes fast too.
maybe becux i haven found one i truely love.
how sad eh.

Honestly,
i nid to slim down.
i lost my figure.
i cant resist good food.
my itchy mouth.
sickening.
i really wan regain my figure back.
where should i start leh?

net and jus take kare eh.
misses <3
enjoy yourself in korea.
shiok lo .
scare u two dun wan cum back only.
dun forget us hor.
cya soon!
mwarks.
long post.
cannot blame.
actually got alot of things wan post de.
but always lazy to post.
plus my hus com so sux.
wan to change to laptop leh.
mummy, faster win 4D or toto or wadeva u bet on la.
haha.
tired le.
nights everyone!
miss me.
TATA ^^

♥ 12/01/2006 12:57:00 AM