Yea. Thanks for making me feel like a fool. From the start, I shld have realised you wouldn't have come back to my side. You are always moving on. Me, i thought i have moved on. But actually I just couldn't accept the fact. Its way too fast that you have found your fate. I rmb how badly i cried that night, but now i can say i will give you my blessing. I hope the girl can give you what i can't. Thx for all the wonderful memories spent with ya. My bad for treating guys like dirt and taking them for granted. Its time for me to reflect on my fuck up attitude. Meanwhile, im going to find my new love.
Anyway when im down, i would get wild to bury my sorrows. I love to club cuz when i reach home i'll be too tired to think. I love to drink cuz it will be easier to sleep. I hate to go home because it reminds me of all the loneliness. And so, forgive me for all the night life im used to having.
Thanks to MEMORIES AND WEI who stood by me when i gave you guys a shocking call. Your truthful care and concern is deeply appreciated. Indeed the best gift in my life. Without you girls, my life is definetly incomplete. LOVES!
Pictures taken on RUI BDAY, 8 MARCH 2008.
♥ 3/15/2008 02:44:00 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
I know my blog is dead.. I didn't have the time to blog because im busy working. When i reach home, i am dead tired to even on the com. So i end up sleeping. Regarding my studies, I really have no plans where to go. I guess all application are closed. I guess my future is ruined. Even the course i like is not recognised. Then what for spend so much money!! Want to go for the interview for SIA. Being an air stewdardess is good, can get to travel! But i know its not easy to get in. So if i can pass the interview, im just plain lucky. Work also good la, after work go home sleep. If not go out chill. Everyday like that, I don't have to think so much either. Don't have to face my mum and quarrel. I know how unfilial i am!
This month schedule will be at taka 1, gucci counter. Emily went for her maternity leave so i am stationed at taka 1. I will definetly miss bugis, because i am always stationed there. No more for this month except for the promotion, i'll miss everyone in bugis. Hopefully i can go back to bugis next month. The last day i stationed in bugis, i MET him. WHY?
Nothing much to blog about since i've lost track about what happened. Chinese New Year... Valentine's Day... Movies... Birthdays... BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL FEB BABIES! Rui's and Siew kwan's birthday is up next. Then mine. Then wei's and xuan's. Have no idea how to celebrate my 18th birthday. Thought i wanted to make it a special one.. but felt its needless already. Maybe a simple gathering and chilling in pubs will do. After my 18th birthday, i need to club and have some drinking sessions.
I'll let the pictures do the rest of the talking..
A day out with Rui, Na and Glen boy.
Rebond+Dye+Cut= New Hairstyle
Wanzhen and Wenn's chalet.
CHU 1
CHU 2
Evon's 18th Bday!
Nonsense Three!
The gifts for him-
I mark valentine's day to forget him cuz i want him to be happy. I made him a chapter in my life and now, i have move on.
Anyway, am turing in soon. Its 5.06 am! I have to work tml and im still here! Nights and Misses(: