im feeling much better.
one problem has been out of a whole chunk.
its good news!
we are back again.
as a group always(:
love my girls.
the whole thing wasnt that nasty as i thought it might be.
glad.
i noe we wun fall out just becuz of such matters.
and it's over.
not to be mentioned again.



17 wana be.
no special feelings, rather.
not feeling excited for this sun's bbq at all.
cuz im afraid
its too early to be happy.
worried it might not turn out how i wanted it to be.
but..
i've got so many wishes lar. greedy:D



rather...
im more into 5th april@dxo.
duno why such a feeling.
hoping this event would be more of fun and fun.
so everyone, get HIGH that day!
anyway, im selling tickets for this event.
hesitate no more, get your tickets from me now!
snow machines and fashion show are on for 5th april.
contact me or leave a tag behind.
prices are negotiable.

gtg.
weather has been hot.
although it rained, i still felt stuffy.
im going back to F&N coursework.
TATA^^
misses~
may all da bad things come to an end.
and welcome all good things.

♥ 3/29/2007 03:25:00 PM

mood: outcast.
bad sign for me.
i admit, im a failure in everything i do.
be it family, friendship, studies, love relationship.
face reality.

anyway, im holding my bbq on 1st april. did not manage to book on 31th. how sad.
others were even more kiasu than me.
its on a sunday and the next day i still have sch.
no ton-ing, no drinking??
double shits.
its at vista park.
be around at evening time.
variety of food available. lol.
so do drop by.
only to invited guests:X
but hey,
i may leave out YOU as a guest.
YES YOU!
so i apologise if i have leave out any.
do contact me:)

gtg.
its late!
and im still in sch.
to see the match between houses.
GO AQUILA! lol. my hus.
countdown to my birthday : 5 days.
will i bring a smile down and end it with a smile?
kinda off-key these few days.
i dun wan to be upset and unhappy over things.
SO PEACE.
i really have alot to explain.
i didnt mean to keep it from you.
i just didnt want you to get hurt upon hearing it.

♥ 3/27/2007 05:47:00 PM

I WANNA FUCK YOU ...

ARGH, I WANNA RANT OUT..
MOODSWINGS HERE AND THERE.

I JUST NEED TO CLUB.
THIS SAT.

TILL IM ALRIGHT.

CUZ IM SO NOT ALRIGHT NOW.

WAD'S WRONG WITH ME?
WAD DA HELL AM I THINKING.
JUST WAD DO I WANT.

THE CONCLUSION IS I DUNO.
F.U.C.K



FOR DUNO HOW MANY TIMES I'VE SAID
IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE!!
BUT I JUST CANNOT FALL.

IF I COULD,
I WOULD WANT TO LAY UNCONSCIOUS
OR TO LOSE MY MEMORY.
AND START ALL OVER AGAIN.

CUZ I FEEL BE IT REALITY OR FATE,
ITS PLAYING A FOOL ON ME.

ok.
im done with my so-called MADNESS.
so OUT I GO bitch.
gone-

♥ 3/21/2007 03:50:00 PM

FUCK YOU. is all i want to say.
i really duno what i should do.
tell me why. magical WHY?
i still believe we are good friends.
things has already start to happen.
all i can say is, i didnt want it this way.
no matter what, i noe where i stand and belong to.
i too, dun wish to noe anything, anymore.
or to be invloved with something that will affect our friendship.
cuz they are that important.
hoping we will get back to those memorable times.
am i that lousy?
i juz did all i could to be a friend in need.


bad news.
clubbing has to stop somehow):
my O level is more important.
i dun wan to fail and cry in da end.
or to live with regrets.
that's the last thing i want it to happen in my life.
be it family, friendship, love relationship, studies or career.
i noe my aim is to get acceptable grades for O and move on to poly.
SO, MOVE ON AH TEO!
WAY TO GO.
clubbing can wait.
after O..
and when im 18, i noe i'll be a freak in clubbing areas.
cuz i simply love clubbing ( NIGHT LIFE = ENJOYMENT AND FUN ).
march clubbing was fun.
clinic, st james, momo, dxo or where ever.
i get to noe new friends during clubbing.
i dun mind making friends.
but they are not my cup of tea. HAHA.
unless they preove me wrong.
most guys go there for one aim.
but im not your target.
im not those whom you guys look upon clubbing gers.
i dun dance with any people, anyhow.
if you guys are so holy desperate,
go geylang and you can find as many as you want and get dirty.
for fuck i care.
cuz some gers dun deserve to be treated this way alright.
suckers.

ok.
gtg return the lappy.
having headache.
not enough sleep rather.
has been thinking alot recently.
dark circles are becoming serious.
hoping to get over my problems soon.
anyway,
TATA^^
i seriously do miz me girls.
lovess-

♥ 3/20/2007 04:28:00 PM

hey guys.
currently at chalet.
will be here till tml evening bah.
after that go home first.
at night go clubbing at ST JAMES.
yeah, st james gonna be fun.
tml they going wild wild wet.
duno if i should go.
scare spoil my hair.
and SCARE my period will visit me.
lol.

have really been enjoying these few days.
hanging out here and there.
clubbing makes me go wild.

fri- xr and leeyun's bbq.
not in da right mood:(
after that to marcus hus.
planned to drink with them as a farewell to eric as i cant send him to the airport.
but i was rather tired and exhausted so i slept all da way.

sat- rebonding; $120
was satisfied with the outcome.
actually wanted to cut another pattern.
but my hair was too short for that.
and my hair wasnt that thick to have steps.
i didnt want it to curl so abort the idea.
SO, too bad.
night to havok at fluid.
not too bad after all.
dancefloor small.
bt the songs were up to standard.

sun- after much discussion and all,
went out with wendy.
xr with jus.
at last met up.
and off to suntec - IT fare.
went to find friends working there.
mingle here and there.
looking at their products.
so squeezy and hot and noisy there.
cant stand.
headache.
night time to club again.
at CLINIC.
cool place.
cold inside except the dancefloor.
mayb becuz too many ppl.
dancefloor as usual rather small.
song was not too bad also.
enjoyed ; nice place to go.

hate to be stuck in the middle.
i really duno wad to do.

when will HE appear in the dark?
always looking around,
flirting..
but found none i fancy.
sian.
how sad.

TATA^^
going out for food yums.
hugs and kisses, EVAN.

♥ 3/12/2007 09:12:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
to lover XIAORUI and LEEYUN!
love dem two.
hope all the good things will soon arrive at their door.
most important of all,
the smile on their faces(:
SO stay happy!
enjoy ur day tml.
cuz it will be fun huh?
AND also happy women's day to all ladies.
we ROCK the world.
without we ladies,
guys will be lonely and get desperate for ladies uh?
and no one to carry mens next generation without us giving birth to cute little kids ya?
so do treasure us cuz we are that important.
lol.

coming up juz to crap alittle.
find my life kinda boring.
juz what do i want bitch?

hope things will get better for me and my mum.
i pray.
peace soon.
cure me from the fear and hurt mentally.

weets.
next week march holiday.
one week break from school man.
i really nid a good rest.
AND AND CLUBBING SESSION.
today club momo.
tml gt sch, counselling session and parent-teacher conference.
hope the teachers would not bring their stories of mine out.
be prepared.
so i have to miz club momo out. AWW-
but on 11th march the appointment@the clinic.
13th march ROMP2@ST JAMES POWERHOUSE.
i have been wanting so much to go these two places.
and im not going to miz this chance.
any kind soul would like to acc me or go along with me(:

i want to go for rebonding!
cant stand my hair le.
wan change a new and simple hairstyle.
any intro?
gt ideas but duno if i shld go ahead with it.
last thing i wan to do is to regret.




save me.

TATA^^
im doing my F&N coursework.
misses.

♥ 3/08/2007 11:47:00 AM

Happy happy birthday to all march babies!
Stay happy.
And all da best!

Im pathetic fucking broke.
Refused to kip drawing out money from posb card.
Cuz muz save up for my 31th bbq.
Its a saturday.
Then my actual birthday on 1st april.
If hold on sun very sian de nor.
Cant ton, some more next day got school.
So decided to hold it on 31th march
And countdown to 1st april.
HEES.

Juz now at melvin's quek bbq.
Haha.
Now at wendy's hus blogging.
Lol.

Argh.

TATA^^
enjoying every moment of freedom.
NIGHT LIFE.
loves and misses.

♥ 3/04/2007 12:44:00 AM