Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

headed tu bugis just now , wit my bunch uf bitchy sistars . hees . its been so long since i when there . lols . bud i bought NOTHING there . i got the money tu buy clothes . but i ended up buying nothing . no nice clothes cans . i spent my money there eating . dots . im getting fat . argh ... took alot uf photos . went back to cwp after that . at cwp so funni seh . songting , xiaorui , sylvia , lynette , ahdi . songting and ahdi so funni . ricky and justina came after that . tiring dae .

busy working now . earn money nor . almost everydae work work and WORK . anyway , i almost retain bud i did not . teacher pulled me up . heng arhs . next year important year sia . will work hard de . reali , i will . less going tu cwp . stop all dose love thingy . i reali will spend more time on my studies . do yoo all believe ? well , its hard tu sae . i duno wad will happen den . lols .

RUISEN . im telling yoo here . i noe yoo may not see this . bud anyone who see this can tell him all yoo wan if yoo noe him . yoo sux to the core okie . yoo dun have to tell sylvia my bad things . come tell me right to my face ! idiot . i DARE yoo to come beat me . or yoo can SCOLD and SHOUT at me . who the fark are yoo ! motherfucker . SHYT YOO LA HOR . KNN . dun have to kip telling sylvia about marhl things . STUPID . and sylvia , he sae me things can yoo next time come tell me ? yoo kip it from me like yoo siding him liddat . if so , im reali so disappointed . and ask him to FARK OFF and SHUT UP . or ask him tell right to my face . du lan .
* now me and ruisen the MISUNDERSTANDING is cleared . we are frens back again le . thanks for all those who has helped and side me . not like someone , rather side guys . kns . i dun wish becos of YOO again , that i will have to quarrel with another person . pls dun come destroy it by saying my bad things behind my back . yoo wan yoo sae it infront uf me . den i will sae your bad things infront uf yoo too . ok .

22 more days he will be in woodlands . his birthday over le . bud wish him hapi belated birthday here nor . i got this feeling he's making empty promises again . he sae it for the sake just to make me hapi . bud i dun nid it nor . boos . wadeva la .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 10/30/2005 02:22:00 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

boo . im here tu blog . so long never blog . exams finish ler . now chiong work . so tired cans . but nvm nor . got money can ler . cos i also dun wan everytime take money from my mother . although income not stable , bud i just like this job . duno why . lol . its fun . bud also must see heng suay . and also must depend on block de . now alot uf pple working for sandwich brick . LOL . make new frens there :) holidays and next week i will also be busy working nor .

marhl exams results so pathetic . fail 4 pass 2 . mayb will retain . fcuk cans . retain i dun wan study ar . waste marhl fcuking time . hais . i dun wan this to happen . and i dun wan retain . boo . forget it .

argh . CO is back again . KAOS . SIANS NOR . i dun wan go CO . i rather work . marhl cello skills sure deprove alot de nor . marhl front seat will be gone soon .

* im going CRAZY over yoo . i kip silence does not means i can put up with your nonsense . im just tolerating . i will burst out one fine dae . dun go overboard cos yoo never noe wad i will do . some things i just act like i duno . i dun wan sae it out also . pls la hor . hais .

4 more days to HIS BIRTHDAY . and 29 more days he will be IN WOODLANDS . im a gal who has lost her freedom . a new lyfe wit strict rules under a outsider . marhl mum has no sae at all . no rights . no dignity . NOTHING . she nids him . she cant control me anymore . she cannot make decision . usless she . wadeva . i HATE MY NEW LYFE . I HATE HIM TOO . i HATE MY MUM too . im not going tu china ler . yippes ! lols . fate ? Lol . 11 days 11 gals . LOL !

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 10/23/2005 01:55:00 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

BOO . im here tu blog . busy wit marhl exams . actually not really larh . HAIS . my exam sure fail alot uf subjects de . im prepared tu fail . i wanna study hard bud i just dun have the mood yoo see . i dun wanna retain . bud if i do , i wan tu quit sch and work . cos its reali a waste uf marhl time tu repeat sec 3 . if given a choice , i wouldnt wan tu quit either . i wan go sec four . dun tink i can make it tu poly . sians .

anyway , later im going tu work . work for cheng and via de present . lols . 10/10 is cheng mei de brithdae . 17/10 is viavia de birthdae lorh . 15/10 is via de bbq . she early celebrate . cos mon still got exam mahs . other sch finish their exams . only my sch haven . knn leis . so slow . even cheng's exam also finish ler . wtf lo . sians . 22/10 is geraldine cousin de birthdae . wah lao , his birthday also coming ler . HAIS . den 30/10 is hengzhong de birthdae . k larh , gtg ler . BUAIS .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 10/15/2005 06:54:00 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

arrrr . I FARKING HATE THOSE SSB WHO CATCH ME FOR NO REASON . SOMEMORE STILL HANDCUFF . MAKE ME PAISEH CANS . FARK THOSE PPL OFF LA HOR . WE FOUR ARE INNOCENT OK . SO ARE THE OTHERS WHO ARE CAUGHT . PITY DEM COS SOME UF THEM IN LOCK UP . FROM 17 ONWARDS I TINK . HAIS . DUNO WHEN THEY CAN COME OUT . SAD . TINK MON BAHS . I NEVER EVEN STEP INTO THE CARPARK LORH . I JUST PUT MARHL HEAD INSIDE AND DEN OUTSIDE UF THE GLASS WINDOW AND I WAS CAUGHT . WTF ! ANYHOW TELL MY PARENTS SAE I MIX AROUND WIT SECRET SOCIETY DE PPL . AND SAE THEY SUSPECT ME THAT I WAS A SECRET SOCIETY MEMBER . KNN . CB . I NEVER EVEN MIT UP WIT EITHER ONE UF THE SECRET SOCIETY PPL LORH . SO WAD IF I NOE SOME UF THEM ? CANNOT ARHS ? NOE THEM MEANS I IS SECRET SOCIETY PPL ARHS ? SOT . NEVER SMOKE , NEVER TAKE DRUG , NEVER GO FIGHT ALL THESE ALSO KANA CAUGHT . WE NOT WITH DEM DE LORH . WE CAME IN DIFFERENT GROUPS , DEN SAE WE ONE GROUP . NO REASON LEIS . NO BRAIN ARHS DOSE PPL * . YOO ALL USE VIOLENCE AND SHOUTING AT US , TINK WE DOG ARHS ! PITY THOSE GUYS WHO KANA BEATEN BY STUPID SSB . THREATEN TU LOCK US UP . SIAO . THE SSB WRITE STATEMENT ALSO NOT TRUE DE LORH . WRITE UNTIL SO KUA ZHANG . TINK WRITING ESSAY COMPETITION ARHS ! WASTE MY FARKING TIME THERE ONLY . SUAY LIKE DUNO WAD LORH ,,, IDIOT ASS . I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOO STEVEN TAN AND ALL THOSE GUAILAN DE SSB . PUIIS . ANYHOW CATCH INNOCENT PPL , GO CATCH BUTTERFLIES LA . NTH BETTER TU DO . ARGH . hope those ppl kana lock up or beaten up de will be fine lorh .

♥ 10/09/2005 02:39:00 PM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

im here tu blog . now at fiona hus . todae ss test . sure flunk de la . i cant even remember wad i memorise . stupid me .

later going cwp bahs . nowadays vv sians at cwp . cos everytime go cwp slack . i got a bad feeling that something will happen tu me in cwp . duno why :(

anyway , im waiting . hais . i never wanted tu accept other guys becos im waiting for this day tu arrive . perhaps i duno him well lorh . mayb i noe his character le i will give up on him . who knows . he's after all the guy i cant forget . boo :(

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 10/08/2005 02:43:00 AM

Friday, October 07, 2005

dun feel like going tu china ler . COS HE'S BACK . HE'S GOING TU ENTER INTO MARHL LYFE AGAIN . AND DEN HURT ME AGAIN . DUNO WAD HE WANS THIS TIME . I DUN ASK FOR MUCH . JUST HOPE THAT HE WUN MAKE EMPTY PROMISES OR BREAK PROMISES . COS I KNOW HE'S THE ONE I CANT FORGET AFTER ALL . AND ALSO I CANT BRING MYSELF TU ACCEPT OTHER GUYS . HAIS . HE'S THE POWER OF EVERYTHING AFTER ALL . hais .

+ ms lonely `-

♥ 10/07/2005 01:58:00 AM