my existance is no longer important the class.
i dunno if im missed or who really cares.
felt so inferior now.
in fact, i know i miss out alot of fun in the class.
was reading through jeremy bro's blog.
really miss him and eric.
only they two still bothers about my studies.
and will help me take notes.


i have no one to depend on already.
its only myself.
i want to work hard.
but im not motivated, after so much that has happened in school.
plus when i dunno how to do my work, i duno who i should consult.
now that im not in school already, my studies are like in a pool of shit.
i really wished that i could give up.
anyway, im having maths tuition with evon in just education.


can finally go back to school tomorrow.
cuz its english O level oral.
lucks.
if im not wrong, im the first person to go first.
after that im going to look for mrs teo for my coursework part B.
im glad she didnt give up on me and wanted to help me with it.


no zouk today.
cuz tml got oral.
wanted so much to dance so i can forget about everything.
i hate it so much when my mum keep stressing me on my studies.
she can nag on anything, and it kills man.


gtg.
nights.

♥ 8/22/2007 11:08:00 PM

he's going batam soon.
sigh.
he'll only be back on tuesday or so.
i really hope he will shine in his career.
take care.
misses.

♥ 8/18/2007 05:53:00 PM

that's me, if only i can be a little richer(:



unforgettable memories, never ending laughter and joy.



I love them, a part of my life.



girls outing.


the ride up.


have not got the time to update yet.
tags not replied. sorry about that.
my com is still down.
will do it once my com is alright.
some pics taken with memories on 10 august which is my burden's birthday.
celebrated it at sentosa( picnic day )
enjoyed myself with the girls.


recently down on luck.
quite a number of things happen to me.
i got suspended from school till O's then can come back.
because of that stupid phone.
it just happen at my very last lap, i only got suspended at sec 5.
what e hell la.
seriously there's nothing in the sch i feel i cannot let go.
its just my bros( especially jeremy and eric ), my classmates, some nice teachers who really care for me.
kinda sad to leave.
but e key is life goes on..
Iam still taking my O's just that from now onwards i have nobody to rely except myself.
i will work harder so that the fucking school wont despise me.
i will be needing help and support from people around me.
i need people to ask me out to study.
i will be going for tuition.
i need my class people to help me take extra notes and worksheet.
i know im going to have a hard time coping with my studies cuz my major exam will be like in two months or so from now.


anyway, my chinese results is really disappointing.
im going to retake and hope to get a b3 since my oral and listening got no more hope liao.
can only pin hopes on my paper 1&2.
bless me.


yesterday went zouk.
hehs.
it was fun la.
so happening.
enjoyed so much.
danced and forget everything that moment.
Iam really into such a life.


has been hanging out with febian and guys also.
i really hoped they will get over hard times and that their business will prosper.
take care man.


gtg.
bye!
miss me okay.
Iam being loved.



ending off with pics again.




me and lessie off to watch jay's chou secret.






part of us(:


TATA^^

♥ 8/16/2007 05:56:00 PM

Hey my dear girls,
I am like a good girl in school today.
I didnt sleep although i felt tired.
Im really studying all e way.
Paying attention in class, doing work and such.
Felt happy for myself.


Anyway, getting my MT results soon.
I know i didnt do well.
So i can expect what kind of results i'll get.
And its a pressure to take back my results.
If i can get a b3, i wont retake.
Cuz i know my oral and listening will pull me down already.
I rather focus on my other subjects.
Imagine i have to start all over again with my MT.
I still hoped im blessed.


Tomorrow's friday.
Finally weekend again.
Always awaiting as its e time for me to get wild again.
The another side of me not in school uniform.
Haha.
Sat going out with memories girls.
Shopping and bitching.
I miss such a life with them.


Just a random post.
Bye dearies.

Let the reason be love(:

♥ 8/02/2007 03:21:00 PM