its 12.30 now . still not asleep yet . dun plan tu update de . bud lata SOME PPL * sae i nvr update . den i decided to do some update nor . hees . anyway , mus understand i busy larh . no much time for updates . busy ' STUDYING ' and be ' GUAI KIA ' larh . lol . oso , duno wad tu update . its just sch lyfe . sians nor . anyway , tok bout co . feel its so pathetic now nor . everything like so poorly done . and our standard drop . hais . dun dare tu sae i from mslco . somemore so many proud ass . gosh . puiis . teachers' day de performance was reali indeed like shyt . arrr . forget it . i will do marhl part . wun disappoint co . lol . den mco leis , duno if i should go back . afta i consider , tink wun go back nar . i wan mco and hanging out . i wan both if i can . bud i haf tu give up one . no time for both . so haf tu gib up mco since i love hanging out . hees . yippes , gonna sept one week holidae ler . break from sch . yay . bud dis one week is not for playing nor . more uf revising for EOY . still got co . arr , EOY . reali must buck up and pull up marhl socks . december holidae den shiok ar . gees . december holiday den can reali enjoy . tink too far ler . argh , i oso wan tu work leis . i wan money tu buy lots uf things also . reali hate no money tu spend de leis . well , we'll see den . lata got sch . den oso got teachers' day concert . still haf tu study . sians nor . boo . ting xiaobaobei de sch so early release . den msl leis , 1.30 . KAOS . wadeva larh . plan tu go back fuchun pri cos fuchun going tu move ler mahs . go there for last time . go wit ting xiaobaobei nor . afta tat den see go wher nor . duno wan wear sch uniform or home clothes . bud go back pri sch must wear sch uniform de rite . den afta tat i lazy go home change ler . besides , so late ler . see how larh lata . hahas , thu no sch . great .


+ ms lonely`-

♥ 8/31/2005 03:50:00 PM

its 12.25 now . so its sun now rite . hais . weekends just past so fast . sians . its sch lyfe on mon ler . boo . okie , blog alittle about how i spend marhl sat . actually plan tu mit jiahao for pool . bud in da end , went tu watch movie - the maid , wit serene jie and chuan kor . i was the extra one . bud nvm . hees . the movie was alrite , not too bad larh . didnt scream or wadeva during the movie . some parts i tio shocked nia . lol . afta the movie go shopping wit dem nor . too bad i cant go into k-pool . and blame myself for telling uncle marhl age . arr , hope i faster 16 arhs . rene jie wan tu shop for bag bud dun haf any one she like . so sad . want tu shop for marhl clothes , bud i veri slow in shopping for marhl clothes de . den chuan kor there , i paiseh liaos . eefang came tu mit chuan kor . den we four walk walk around cwp nor . awhile jiu go up k-pool . at first they wan go k-pool oso cannot . cos got me . so sori . bud in the end , eefang pei me outside den chuan kor and rene jie go plae nor . thanks . talk awhile den i nid tu go toilet . and i told eefang i will be right back . bud duno wad got into marhl mind , afta i use the toilet , i go shop around for marhl clothes . awhile nia . gees . so finally i bought one ebase top . the clothes at ebase are cheap cos they having a sale . gees . plan tu buy tops again at ebase tml . will be going out wit ting xiaobaobei nor . didnt fancy any clothes in osmose . too bad . when i buy finish ler , wan tu go up find dem , rene jie and chuan kor going home ler . den i mit jiahao go plae pool awhile . eejun tag along wit jiahao . got plae wit dey two nor . lost to eejun and won jiahao . hahas . afta tat sit cab go home nor . hees . wat a dae nor .


* rene jie was in no good mood when she saw dem . hais . dey oso hor . veri wad de nor . cheer up kays . dun kare bout dem . dun brood over wad happen ler .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/28/2005 03:48:00 PM

heard tat shocking* news . veri indeed shocked . almost cried out . wtf lorh . why did yoo all haf tu do dis . yoo see wut happen now . im sho disappointed . reali duno wad will happen tu yoo all . im scared . i cant sae much as i dun haf the right . i hear ler i veri sad oso . bud anyway , tc loads . hope yoo all are fine . dun tink so much . just take it as a lesson learnt .


* ks , remember , i will be there when yoo nid me . our so called promise , no matter wut happens . anything can tell me nor . or find me . hope nothing will happen tu yoo all . i tot yoo noe how to tink . hais . just take care gurls . if there is anything i can help , im willing to .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/27/2005 01:40:00 PM

im here tu blog . so long didnt blog liaos . didnt haf the time . well , remember i once sae i will leave home again if i continue tu haf dis kind uf family problems . yep , i did it again the last week . i reali cant stand this hus . i cant wait tu leave dis house . wad kind uf home is this ! i simply dun wish tu go home . i dun wish tu face them either . bud i haf no choice . hais . pathetic . talk bout marhl mum , im sho disappointed in her . reali . y cant she stand up for herself or even me ? am i her daughter anot ? wher is her dignity ? who is she ? a failure and useless mum huh , perhaps . dun wan tu tok bout marhl mum anymore . it just bring tears bud nth is solved .


talking bout him , he dun haf any rights okie . who ish he to do this tu me . he is nobody tu me okie . i hate him tu the core . i wun forget wad he did tu me . hatred in marhl eyes when i see him , and tink uf wad he did . bud wad could i do . NOTHING . useless me . im feel so helpless now . pathetic . i just hope i could faster grow up and leave dis farking hus , and haf the freedom i wan it tu be . and so i nid not face dem . i feel tat i've lost everything . makes me feel lyfe is so miserable . hais . he make me hate guys onli . make me haf no trust in guys . dun expect me to trust guys tat much . cos im hurt bu guys . im willing tu give up or back out . cos im just so tired . so tired uf lyfe . see marhl mum so sad , it upsets me too . yoo hapi now right . yoo can have marhl mum all yoo wan . so i've reali lost everything . hais .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/27/2005 12:18:00 PM

arrrrr . im damn farking sad now . sobs . JUNYANG is out . wtf lorh . ASS . why will weilian win seh ! junyang has got more talent lorh . more shuai . HOW CAN WEILIAN BE THE SUPERSTAR ! HELLO ! anyway , he wun go far de . hope kelly will trash him , and FARK HIM OUT . sad leis . why why why . why liddat ! KELIAN DE JUNYANG . at first reali didnt notice him de , until he sang the song JIEKOU . hais . and it was the last song he sang . tat weilian , i hate him arhs . hate him tu the core . faster get out larh . IDIOT , MOTHER FARKER . yoo will win becos uf TONG QING FEN YOO HEAR ME ! sickening . onli noe how tu act . puii . see yoo wan vomit seh . NO MATTER WUT , JUNYANG WILL ALWAYS BE THE SUPERSTAR IN MARHL HART . IN MARHL HART , HE WON LER . JUNYANG WAN SUI . JUNYANG RAWKS` his SINGING IS SO MUCH BETTER DAN YOO . HIS SINGING IS POWER . THE BEST .becos uf yoo , dis pathetic weilian , so many better and talented superstars are out . ITS NOT FAIR . BUD ITS THE FACT . LEARN TU ACCEPT THE FACT . HAIS . WTF . make me so moodless now . make marhl sore throat so PAIN . SEE JUNYANG CRY I MORE HART PAIN ARHS . IDIOT arh . A BIG BOO TO YOO LARH , WEILIAN !


anyway , xinhui oso out ler . actually , if kelly or xinhui in i oso anything de . cos xinhui reali improve alot . she sing so well now . even better dan kelly . woots . last time her singing sucks , nw not bad ler lorh . not so much comments on xinhui and kelly . just tat they both can sing veri well . now kelly win ler , hope she will KICK WEILIAN OUT ! JIAYOU KELLY !


+ ms lonely`-

♥ 8/19/2005 03:59:00 PM

im sick from ytd . felt so weak ytd . ytd went tu see a doctor too , so didnt go tu sch todae . felt so much better now . so long didnt blog liaos . anyway , didnt went home for three day two nite . from 12-14 uf aug . hais . due tu some reasons . bud tink its over now bahs . marhl cousin came and tok tu me . den go back ler lorh . i guess dis wun be marhl last time doing dis if there would be so many problems in dis family . we'll see den . haish . anyway , marhl studies is hopeless , getting from bad tu worse . hais . nv study lorh . nw liddat . tink i cant even pass o level , neither can i go tu poly lorh . although i wish and hope and dream and desire tu go tu poly , bud if im going tu haf dis kind uf pathetic attutide in studying , its hopeless uf thinking tu go tu poly . if liddat , might as well go ITE nor . bud i dun wan . im gonna pull up marhl socks ler . gonna work hard for dis coming end uf year examinations . and den sec 4 n level . and i'll see how it goes lorh . i noe sec 4 and sec 5 will not be a easy year for me .


oso , 12 aug ish jing kai dadi de birthdae , hapi belated birthdae garfield dadi . hope yoo find your dream gurl soon . garfield family rawks . take care garfield papa . gees .


+ ms lonely`-

♥ 8/18/2005 06:32:00 AM

HAPI 40th birthdae SINGAPORE . lol . may singapore prosper . the economy faster pick up . singapore wan sui .


+ ms lonely`-

♥ 8/10/2005 02:21:00 PM

twu things tu sae . its 1.11 now . firstly ,, its mummy's birthdae on 6 august ,, which ish ytd . on her birthdae i quarrelled wit her . im sori mummy . anyway . HAPI BIRTHDAY MUMMY . take cares . hope yoo will stay pretty ,, young ,, and healthy . although i always make yoo angry ,, i hope yoo will understand . i may hate yoo at times . bud i do love yoo afta all . mwarks . i noe i cant do without yoo . all da best to yoo . may yoo haf no fan nao . own yoo birthdae present . i do not haf so much money nw .


* tu na ,, sin ,, via ,, perhaps the monkey family . secondly ,, im here tu apologise for marhl mistake . thanks tu huiwen darlink . if its not for her words ,, i may not haf realised marhl mistake . thanks yoo . <3 yoo . mwarks . i noe i haf changed . i duno wut causes miie tu change . its another misunderstanding . i give in . becos some one must haf tu gib in . during the quarrel ,, both parties are wrong . all dose hurtful words in marhl blog ,, i haf tu sae im sori . let bygones be bygones hao ma . bud if yoo all dun forgive miie i oso bo bian . i haf said wad i haf tu say . learn tu forgive and forget bahs . sori tu haf disappoint yoo all . i noe i am very stubbon . i'll try tu change into a better person . i promise .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/07/2005 04:32:00 PM

to tat MOK . i tink yoo are more the stupid one nor . ass . wad yoo hear is onli from one person rite . tat he* and i jolly well noe hu is he . i ask him dun come down help when we one day make the matter big ,, is becos is none of his business okie . i got sae i wan touch yoo all mehs . i sae if one uf yoo beat miie ,, i sure will beat back de rite . den stand there let yoo beat mehs . nvr tink de leis yoo . stupid . i oso got ask derick dun kare bout dis matter de wut . i do admit i haf serious moodswings and attitude . so . dun like den fark uff larh . yoo can blog and tell ppl we quarrel i cannot larh . if i coward . den yoo leis . coward oso . cos yoo oso blog wut . ha . yoo oso nvr tink when yoo talk man . haven mature in thinking yet . oh ya . i forget . yoo still 14+ rite . ha . bud at least she tok in a more reasonable way than yoo . unreasonable freako . im testing your patience . whoo hoo . talk as if yoo gonna make the next move liaos . im sho scared wor . its yoo the one hu ish so nasty in your words first ,, dun blame miie for writing so nasty oso . act yi ge onli . yoo jolly well kip asking ppl if i got sae anything bout yoo all . yoo tink i duno . wad for yoo do all this . yoo noe it better yourself . didnt yoo hu kip telling ppl we quarrel oso . before yoo sae miie . reflect on yourself first . reflect on wad yoo have done . i noe yoo will oso ask miie to reflect on wad i have done . dun wori . i will . bo liao nor yoo . she sae she has a clear conscience . do yoo . if yoo sae got den got . bud dun bluff yourself wor . ha .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/07/2005 05:11:00 AM

btw . love watching JUEDUI SUPERSTAR . im hook on it . bud sad tu sae . there is always one hu has tu leave . i like de ,, some oso out lers . sad . i hope junyang will win for the guys . he has the talents man . like him more and more liaos . last time didnt even notice bout him de . he yue bian yue shuai . he's kute too . yay . derick has the looks . his singing nort bad . bud i still think junyang has more talent . woots . his singing is great . den hope kelly will win . she quite pretty lah . she's kute oso . she has got the talents too . her singing ish just as great . gees . bud the more cors and votes . the better . if you are rich ,, yoo will win by the votes . its unfair i tink . i find tat judge hu look like linjunjie [ weisong ] ,, he's a kute judge . and tat botak judge . he's kute too . hurhur* bud they are both veri straight-forward .


+ ms lonely`-

♥ 8/06/2005 04:22:00 PM

woots . here tu blog . ha . met eric afta sch . chatted wit him . while chatting wit eric ,, met songting xiaobaobei . simply miss her loads . so long nvr see her . nvr go out wit her . and nvr contact wit her . tot she MIA . LOLs` we go cut hair together . den we chatted oso . hope she faster settle her problems . den we can go out together again . tink no nid wait till december to go out bahs . soon . yay . anyway ,, dun tink sho much gurl . mwarks . was late for marhl piano klass . first lesson wit new teacher was ald late . wtf . sat taxi wit weikang . met him at the bus stop . we were heading towards cwp . we waited for so long and there was no bus . pekchek . marhl piano lesson change teacher liaos . sians . dis teacher okie nar . duno if i should gib up piano . bud im grade 5 lers . its a waste . bud i haf lost interest in piano . and i haf not been practising . slacking . hais . im still considering . boo . im more interested in cello . hahas . plan tu take up private lesson frm yaya and buy a cello . bud i oso no nid tink sho much de . i always gib up halfway . boo . todae is the first dae uf the ghost thing . must be careful dun step on ashes all tat . be careful jiu dui ler . cant so late go hm lers wor .


* i dunch nid anybody tu sympathy miie or side miie for fark sake . wad consequences should i bear . talk as if yoo are so right . im not lonely without yoo all btw . i still got marhl frens . sae i tell opposite story and different story so tat ppl will side miie and make dem hate yoo all more . wtf . if i didnt do it ,, y should i scare . pls get things clear first before yoo judge or comment about anything . check out things properly first . den yoo all go tell ppl we quarrel . i should oso tell dem not to hear one side story and judge larh . dun talk as if yoo noe everything . i dun care who the ppl side . its our business . not theirs . no nid tu go around ask ppl if i got sae anything bout yoo all de . for wad . dun tell miie yoo scared until liddat ? kaos . yoo all should noe hu go around asking ppl if i got sae anything bout you all . if not yoo no nid tu scare or mind wad i sae de . ha .


+ ms lonely `-

♥ 8/06/2005 03:24:00 PM