come on, i know you guys are jealous. hah.


22 june = jeremy big birthday.


Us on cctv. lol.


steamboat on jeremy's birthday.


I look cute i noe(:


everybody say we look like couple bt hey we are really brothers man. nothing above that.


how honoured can he be! haha.



The models at attica.


he's being surrounded by three babes:D


First april 2007.


on my 17th birthday at vista park.


four white angels.

photos to start e day(:
anyway, holidays has just ended.
this is e second day of school.
still in holiday mood as usual.
but this term is going to kill me.
mentally, physically and emotionally.
aww.
first day of school ald gt caught for my hair.
e last time i dye my hair was like duno how long huh.
fuck this damn school ok.
i gt held up e whole day.
could not get back to class to study, tay didnt accepted my hair even though i use their lousy and cheap dye to get my hair black.
i didnt bother anymore, i didnt stay for in-house suspension till 5.
i just get my butt out of e school and to salon and get my hair nicely done.
i swear i will come back to school with freaking dyed hair when i get my O level results.


well. shall blog more about wad i miss out during e holidays.
i would say modelling was a success.
everybody did well.
i didnt trip nor fall.
at first was in black face.
bt i gave my best shot when i was on stage.
i gt e chance to walk with him.
e last chance on stage make me go gaga lalala.
isit my honour to be?
haha.


21 june is odi's birthday.
22 june is jeremy brother birthday.
nothing much, didnt really celebrate it at attica.
just wished him and gave him a hug.
at night go eat steamboat and crap as usual.
haha.
own him one big birthday present.
waiting for wei and xuan to get ready their $$.
must understand we kinda broke mah.
anyway, happy belated birthday to you two!
mwark.


and so, im like so pissed off on 23 june sat.
everything is like so screwed up and disorganised.
e event is not successful as how i expected it to be.
how can location changed at e last min.
its at red bar.
money was another big problem.
i thought i could earn a sum out of it.
bt what i took out was only e comm.
i should hav cleared quite a number of tics,
bt they said the tics and money didnt tally.
and bla bla bla.
we just dun suit working together.
somehow i still prefer working for nightwatch.
at least they meant what they say.
still, i trust myself better(:

wei and xuan was like giving me headache.
they will go mad and chaos is created when they get drunk.
i could not take it so i burst into tears.
i didnt want any more people to giv them drinks.
e worst part is they hurt themselves.
super angry and it really hurts to see them in such a state.
at that instant moment, i really hate guys.
they are part of e cause why women are suffering in pain.
i dun understand why some can be a nice guy but nt a nice bf.
maybe because women add more problems to their life.
that's rather sad.


24 june sun jason rang me up.
called me to go down to redbar to help him.
he's having a gigg band in there.
saying he will pay me $100 for it and asked me to cabbed down asap and he will pay for it.
i agreed because its partly a nice deal.
and i will also help them whenever they need us.
reached there at about 5.
worked till 11pm.
it caused my ears to suffer very badly.
gigg bands are so noisy and loud man.
furthermore, e people there are like so crazy and into e music.
at times when i could not take it, i would go out to hav a puff.
lol.
but out of all e bands, i feel cigg sex is one of e best.
their band is rather strong and powerful.
maybe because i fancy e drummer.
he's pretty good-looking.
haiya, i didnt mean to look at hunks lah.
i dont need to pay when looking at them so why shld i giv it a miss?
hurhurs.
its not an offence to do that either.
whahaha.
went to slack and hav a bite before going home and preparing myself for sch e next day.


lastly...
here to update clubbing events.
proudly presented by nightwatch,
7th july@ dxo.
21th july@ fort canning.
dun miss out these two grand, fun and whacking events.
so what e hell are you waiting for?
get your tickets from me now!
price negotiable.


gtg.
bye peeps.
misses*

♥ 6/26/2007 04:11:00 PM

here to edit.
typo error(bainco).

its actually HOLLYWOOD@BIANCO!
21 tanjong pagar road.
23 june, saturday.
contact me for more info.
come down here and rock e party(:


hav been like so fucked up with certain matters.
bt i will be fine e very next moment.
haha.


to net: do take care of yourself k.
dont ever think of doing foolish things or i'll hate u.
u are known to be strong alright.
you really make me worried today:(
i hope good things will soon arrive at your door.
maybe you are just thinking too much.
you sis and mum still loves and care for you.
they pin their hopes on you.
what they say may sound harsh to you, bt they said that beacuse of that moment of anger.
and him, maybe he didnt noe how to face you. bt i feel he still has feelings for you yeah?
tomorrow will be a better day for you.
dont worry, im still here for you.
loves and kisses(:


signing off with love, EVAN.

♥ 6/20/2007 05:52:00 PM

hey dudes.
soon sch gonna reopen le.
thinking of it can kill me.
i haven done any shit yet.


oh well, i'll be modelling in attica on 21st june.
6pm must reach there.
and its like very little and limited time of practice.
i really wonder if i can make it.
i tink i will screw up.
when it comes to this, i feel so shy and embarrassed.
afraid others will mock at me.
in other words, im someone who has got low confidence.
very unprofessional i shld say.
i really hate to do modelling there.
cuz they work with e company avalanche.
bt when i start to tink im broke and i nid $$,
i shld shut up and go ahead with it.
its a great catch for someone like me mainly because im not experience,
and i can earn $70 for just a 15 mins walk.



and yea, money makes e world go round.

and so,
im in for a club business, not from any company still freelance.
starting off a small party with wei,xuan, chenze and his partner.
please giv me your fullest support.

hollywood @ bainco.
23 june sat.
last party before school reopen.
a event hosted by dotbox,partiesonwheels.
a chance for everyone to be famous, dress up like superstars.!
red carpets and phototaking will welcome u into e club..
DJ from cocolatte spinning rnb and hiphop thru e night.
dress up like your favourite supestars and sign up for our superstar look-alike contest,and win instant cash.
limited 300 entry and no age limit.
free early bird entry for ladies from 8-9.
presale $20.
price negotiable.
interested seller/buyer can contact me.
thanks.


i want to know what i really want in life.


that's all.
boo hoo.
goodnight.

♥ 6/17/2007 10:14:00 PM

hello guys[:
im currently at e2 max.
wei's beside me.
hav been like so close with wei and xuan now.
maybe cuz of clubbing we get closer.
and we hit it off man!

was at eric's chalet on 7,8 and 9th.
his big day was on 8th.
same day as ahboon.
happy belated birthday guys.
i had fun at e chalet.
bt on e last day.
i teared becuz im touched.
read jeremy's blog to noe more.
see stars man.
e sudden bonding is there.
i learn to treasure.
i love them.

sat night was dxo school's out day.
dxo become more sucky la.
no tattoo allowed.
wei and xuan banned for half a year.
so many police came down.
what's with it.
i hate that company seriously.
there was crowd, so what.
so many people was bounced out.
people will think why are school girls and boys wearing sch uniform at such late night.
smoking somemore.
wth.


has been like so busy with life huh.
no time for shits la.
i dun think i should waste any time on it when i feel there is no hope.
i really nid time for my studies la.
its e most important thing i shld focus now, nt anything else.
others can wait alright.


tml frolic@MOS!
took 200 tics!
kinda stressed lah.
and i must reach there by 12 noon.
it will be a tiring day.

21th june is a free party!
location nt confirm yet.
modelling, grins***
slimming down in progress.
hurs hurs.


recently hav been hanging out with organisers too.
hoping my feeling is untrue.
but i only trust myself.
and evidence.

i miss my girls.
just met up with rui and evon at hongyi's bbq.
duh, e bbq so sian.
didnt ate alot.
end up at mac instead.
stupid hongyi drunk.
girl caused him to change i heard.


anyway, happy birthday KAISIN.
loves.
all i want is to see all my girls be happy with their life.
just a smile on their faces will put me at ease(:


well well..
duno what i should post le.
so i'll just end e post
by saying goodbye to all readers!
*BABY*
lolol.

♥ 6/12/2007 12:33:00 AM

dumbfuck cb.
u noe pavilion is a nice place.
but it totally ruin my mood.

four reasons why i am involve in it.
1) they start to attack odi and pohteng.
2) they beat up nick when he stood up for us.
3) they hit wei and xuan and injure my girls.
4) they beat up all organisers.

do i hav reason to get mad and get involve in e fight?
although i noe im a girl and i shld stay out of this matter.

in da end i got hurt.

motherfucker.
how can they lay their hands on us!

the whole scene was like in chaos man.

i never fight, i defend for myself.
i fear for my life.
that's what im going to say to e police.

that is e first time i see organisers into fight.
i never expected them to be involve in it.
i finally see their guts.
from then, i see them with respect and admires.
seriously, its partly my fault lah.
guilt-stricken.

i hate it my people beat up my friend.
and if u ask me dun get involve in it,
sorry i cant do it.
i cant stand aside like how some people can.
one for all, all for one.

wah lao, waste my $$ also.
$80 to go tan tock seng hospital for a check up.
just a simple check up which cost me a bomb in my pocket.

and now its like all da evidence is against us.
why is it like all da fault is turning against us.
and not on our side.

its not like we don hav injured people on our side duh!



stupid bouncers.
idiot fool.

♥ 6/03/2007 10:53:00 PM