Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

22 really sarks .
if we never broke off ,
it will be our 5 months .
and net's with mr R
10 months .
cheng's too .
bud its all in da past .
memories still stay alive , i believe .
i guess im really tired .
i feel im so silly .
some facts had enter into my head .
i've woken up alittle .
wo yao kuai le .
i wun cling on .
i have my dearest frens to help me move on .
i simply love dem .
frens are rather important .
but at times ,
we human nid love too .
wadeva .
the more i hate him ,
the more i love him .
i really hate guys who break gals hart .
the world is so unfair .
i wan to change myself
into a different evan .
lol . hurhurhur .
just yoo wait .
im a fucking bitch :)
yea .
lalala :X
i wan the trust .

exam start next week .
sian .
im still slacking .
duno how im gonna survive from it .
bless me .

odi's going in .
hais .
hope he come out ler will noe how to tink .
take kare .
duno when will des noe how to tink .
its all about fight in their head .
pls lar ...
i worry for dem .
ESPECIALLY him .
bud do he kare ?

- wo yao kuai le <3 `
23.04.06 , 21.30 pm .

♥ 4/23/2006 08:55:00 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i never regret loving him ,
but i regret knowing him .
although i've got no more reason to love him anymore ,
bud after all ,
i still love him .
blah blah ,
i duno wad im talking about .
talking craps .
he really get on my nerves sometimes .
i noe he dont love me anymore ,
but still ,
why am i so stupid and silly
to cling on yoo .
yoo play with gals infront of me like i was dead .
wadeva .
i noe the gal yoo love most and cant forget is ms D .
i cant give wad she gave yoo .
im really tired of loving yoo .
bud nvm ,
i've given out my best .
didnt i ?
for your info ,
i am myself .
i dun nid to act .
i am who i am .
i dun kare if people hate or say things behind my back .
as long as i have the trust from my close ones
and my dearies ,
im contented .
wad about yoo ?
your words always hurt me and made me cry .
i wonder which gal could put up
with your farking attutide and character .
one day ,
i will wake up from my foolishness .
without yoo ,
i'll still be happy
cos my hart is dead .

sch lyfe sarks .
exams coming .
im not prepared at all .
im not even worried .
can the hell yoo imagine
how distracted i am in lyfe .

net ,
dun give yourself too much pressure and stress .
jiayou .
i noe ni bu kuai le .
yoo are just forcing yourself to stay hapi .
bud yoo are back
jian qiang de net .
i wan see the smile on your face ,
to show me that ni hen kuai le .
and yoo still have me .
i nid yoo too .
my listening ear .
kaisin ,
give him up bahs .
he's just a good-for-nothing jerk .
only swit talks ,
no actions .
idiot .
yoo appear to be happy only on the outside .
inside yoo are weak .
being sad and crying for him ,
he's not worth your tears and love .
ni yao jian qiang .
yoo say ni hen kuai le ,
show me that :)
remember i once said that ,
without yoo ,
my lyfe is incomplete .
and yoo still got me :)
i nid yoo too .
AND XIAORUI .
i duno wad went wrong in yoo .
PLS TELL ME YOO ARE FINE .
dun be like this ,
yoo are scaring me
and making me worry for yoo .
yoo are so lost in your lala land .
pls come back will yoo .
we cant help yoo if yoo dun help yourself .
LEARN TO STAY STRONG WILL YOO .
yoo got any problems ,
say it out .
dun kip it inside your hart .
let it out .
memories and ME will be there for yoo .
without him ,
still got us .
FORGET HIM .
he's the one who cause yoo to be in this state .
he's not worth your love at all .
another good-for-nothing one .
ass .
liar .
my three dearie frens has got into this state
BECOS OF GUYS .
CHEER UP :)
including me .
well ,
say myself first .
argh .
wadeva .
anymore not mention ?
cheer up too .
in lyfe ,
there are bound to be ups and downs .
AND being sad and happy
is part and parcel of lyfe .
do yoo all believe in fate ?
well , i do :)

- kissGOODBYE <3 `
memories , 22.11.05 .
20.04.06 , 00.17 am .

♥ 4/19/2006 11:24:00 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

just recover from depression .
was crying in the middle of the road just now .
i dun noe wad's love anymore .
ask yourself how yoo treated me .
didnt i give my best already .
i try to put up with everything .
bud today ,
i had enough .
i just let go .
that's the end of it .
tell me its the end between us .
right to my face .
and i wun pester yoo anymore .
yoo make me show my weakness .
i dun noe who's desmond already .
i forget who yoo are liaos .

- millionTEARS <3
06.04.06 , 23.23pm

♥ 4/06/2006 11:08:00 PM

wo hen fan .
zhen de hen fan .
friendship , love and family problems .
not forgetting my sch lyfe and studies .
fcuk .
i also going to sot liaos ,
going to break down lers .
depression .
friendship ,
im reali stuck .
i duno wad im going to do .
love ,
he cant be bothered about me .
his hart is no longer with me .
our love fadded , nt like last time liaos .
attitude .
ask yourself how yoo treat me cans .
im trying to put my best in this relationship .
im doing my part ,
he's not doing his part .
fine lor !
family ,
i dun have the trust from my mother .
knn .
my sch lyfe and studies ,
stressed ar .
STRESS .

nobody dies a virgin becos in the end everyone gets fucked up by lyfe .

- millionTEARS <3
06.04.06 , 9.07 pm .

♥ 4/06/2006 08:37:00 PM