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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I am missing this instrument so much now...
I remembered how much i hated this instrument at the very start.
After reading jus's blog, i came to realise how much i actually miss co.
And hence the post.
I never regretted joining co, be it mslco or mco.
Being in co, i feel a sense of satisfaction.
I quit co not because i don't love music anymore, there is other reason why i left.
I ever thought of going back to mco but in the end, i drop the idea still.
Cuz i know i won't have time to commit fully to co.
I dont want to disappoint liu lao in the end.
He's the only conductor whom i respect and salute!
He used to guide me through my orchestra days with all the scoldings and naggings.
And im very grateful towards liu lao.
Another person is my instructor mr lee.
Though he always come down hard on us, but i know he meant well.
He got high expection on us because he wants us to live up to a certain standard.
That's why he always train us so hard.
Not afraid to say.. Im still loving this instrument, very much.
Though im no longer in co, i still wish to attend their every concert if i can!

As for piano which i have been learning since young, i don't know why but i seems to have lost passion in it.
The person i know i disappoint most is my mum!
Beacuse she have been spending alot of money on me.
Whatever i wish to learn since young, she would mostly allow me to.
But i always give up half way.
Im sorry, but since i don't have much passion in it, i don't think you should continue wasting money and sending me to piano lessons.
But one thing im sure, i'll never sell my piano away.
Who knows when i will start having interest in piano again (:

♥ 11/18/2008 10:00:00 AM