Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Don't ask me how i fare for my O level results.
Cuz i F-A-I-L-E-D big time:(
I remembered i didn't reply to most of them who asked me about my results, not even my cousins.
I guess i expected it.
Thought i wanted to retake my O's.
But i guess i shouldn't waste one more year.
My vp was right.
If i passed, it will be good. But what if i don't?
In school, I couldn't even study well with the help of teachers.
At home, it will be worst cuz i will be studying alone!
You think i have that much determination?
I have no where to go now, so i can only take up private diploma.
But it certainly cost alot of $$$ !! ARGH !!

Im definetly not here to blog about my results.
I am very disappointed when he didn't ask about my results.
It shows how much he didn't cared.
But little did i know he's actually facing alot of problems...

Ytd when i knew that the person they wanted to look for was actually you, my heart sank.
But your bodyguard saved you.
Pretty upset to hear about what have happened but i know you are more upset than anybody else.
Because he grew up with you and that he's rather close to you.
I thought i shouldn't have cared for you anymore since i felt you don't love me anymore but i was wrong.
I couldn't help worrying about you when i knew you might face danger.
What if the person come back and find you...
I always find myself useless when i cannot do anything to help you.
Like in the past when we are tgt, you had problems and the only thing i could do was to comfort you.
Now i didn't even dare to call you up and ask if you are fine.
But no matter what i pray that nothing will happen to you, wen, DJ and kenneth tan.
Cuz i know how important they are to you, especially your two bros.
I am willing to shorten my life to exchange for your safety and i mean it...

Horses are really the unlucky batch this year:(

Bye!

♥ 1/27/2008 12:31:00 AM