Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Hi dearies, its been quite some time since i blog.
Since im not working tml, shall update alittle.
No photos this time round cuz nothing to snap unless you want to see my workplace.
Have been working from 1st dec till 6th.
I would say my commission is not too bad for these 6 days.
But im kinda greedy so i demand more to reach my target!
Oh ya, love to work.
Got money, and can tire me out also. Good one!
My schedule is already quite fucked up, plus those last min work and paperwork piss me off. Part timer are always stand-by aren't they?
Well, want $ not? Then don't grumble so much lor.

Anyway, there's nothing much to blog about.
& one more thing, I miss my memories so much!
Plently of catching up to do.
There's a chalet on 25th-27th.
With my brothers and sch girls, its another catching up again!
Yay.

Also, i and feb aren't going well.
I don't own him anthing already, neither do he own me anything.
Cuz i used to take him for granted, now he take me for granted.
Fuck it!
Often recalled how nice & sweet he used to be when we just started dating.
Now, i think its because of too frequent break up and patch up, that our relationship has turned sour.

In the past he said this,
" I won't let anything happen to you, you know that."
Now, he said:
" Don't come and tell me all this, my father only knew about his father's death two week later.
Besides, he's not fooling around."
Noticed the difference?
Come on, it has nothing got to do with fool around!
If only i could go back to the past...
You wouldn't have said that.

Im still going to batam on the 28 and 29th.
Girls, anyone interested to go?
If he doesn't want to be our tour guide, then i'll find jason.
Im still interested to go to batam with him, and its only the two of us.
Unless he take the initiative to call me up.
Im seriously hoping for that.

Okay, shall turn in already.
Yawns.
Loves to all.
Nights!

♥ 12/07/2007 01:40:00 AM