my existance is no longer important the class.
i dunno if im missed or who really cares.
felt so inferior now.
in fact, i know i miss out alot of fun in the class.
was reading through jeremy bro's blog.
really miss him and eric.
only they two still bothers about my studies.
and will help me take notes.
i have no one to depend on already.
its only myself.
i want to work hard.
but im not motivated, after so much that has happened in school.
plus when i dunno how to do my work, i duno who i should consult.
now that im not in school already, my studies are like in a pool of shit.
i really wished that i could give up.
anyway, im having maths tuition with evon in just education.
can finally go back to school tomorrow.
cuz its english O level oral.
lucks.
if im not wrong, im the first person to go first.
after that im going to look for mrs teo for my coursework part B.
im glad she didnt give up on me and wanted to help me with it.
no zouk today.
cuz tml got oral.
wanted so much to dance so i can forget about everything.
i hate it so much when my mum keep stressing me on my studies.
she can nag on anything, and it kills man.
gtg.
nights.