here i am!
my results for mid-year is really pathetic.
oh well, i flunked it badly.
for all subjects in fact.
im nt satisfied with even one.
bt who can i blame.
my last-min-study and playfulness caused it!


i dun want to suffer in future juz becuz i didnt to well for my O and end up in ITE.
my desired aim is to fucking get into poly.
i hate to end up no where or to settle down working at this age.
i want to be a career woman who earn big bucks every month.
and nt get tied down.
i've to admit im freaking lazy.
always hoping last min work would help when actually i noe it dun.
bt i just dont noe why i cant seems to start early.
its already e month of may.
i rem i told myself and mummy i will settle down after april.
now i told myself i will settle down after june.
and by e time its too late.
e last thing i want to do is to live with regrets.
i keep dragging and delaying time to set aside for my studies.
i really hav poor management in that.
mummy's nagging.
asking me to spend time more in my studies.
i promised her i will study hard.
easier said than done.
i want to cry when i get back my O level results.
cry because i did well and i successfully managed to get into poly.
nt because i ruin my own life.
night life is my interest, my so called addiction.
i cannot stand it when others tempt me for night life and they enjoying outside while im down to studying.
bt so what.
i nid money for all this which means money stills make e world go round.
and the first key to success is to study hard.
i noe how to say, bt i duno how to work it out.
bt im going to mean it and settle down.
im gona work hard for my O's.
juz bear with it for another few months.
im going to place my studies as my top priority.
nothing above that.
i can do it!


' play hard to get '
bt im nt into all this now.
this quote can wait, bt my studies cannot.
time do not wait for me.


okay. im done.
gtg!
bye peeps.
imperfection.

♥ 5/16/2007 03:11:00 PM