hello guys(:
back to post.
bt, im having STM.
so i'll be forgetting to mention things here and there.
start e post on fri.
no mugging.
rot at home till like after the 9pm channel 8 show.
and to cave.
with wei, xuan, vennon and eric.
he lied he was not coming bt when he came he gave me a scare.
idiot.
drank chivas again.
xuan was nice to open another bottle.
i start to like cave leh.
hehs.
played common games there.
even with a unknown guy.
but e two guys were quite good-looking lar.
lol.
and wei and xuan sot de.
so damn high.
crack alot of stupid jokes.
make me laugh till peng.


on sat.
dxo day.
hell.
i really didnt clear e tics.
i got to absorb 3.
argh.
sad lar.
stayed at dxo for awhile.
and down to blablablackchic.
so little people down there only.
kinda pathetic.
didnt really liked the place lar.
without good atmosphere also.
bt they allowed underage to drink openly okay.
how nice.
the organisers treat us to drink too.
back to dancing.
hehs.
the twins got tipsy again.
the remaining night was not a happy one.
indeed a happening one!
bt dun think i should disclose it here.


sun.
very late mugging.
my mum rarely cook.
so stayed home to eat before going mugging.
sadly,
can say i didnt mug at all.
was so relax.
bitching here and there.
camwhoring in da library.
and me being a fool haha.
den to UK funfair.
decided to play on bumper cars.
its fun.
so long since i last played on these kinda stuffs.
and den headed to arcade for DDR.
okay, i admit im old already.
was panting away.
no longer able to complete those heavy song.
forgotten e steps already.
i wana go UK funfair again and to escape or genting for the thrill rides.
gees.


anyway dudes, plz giv me your fullest support on 2nd june scandalous@pavilion!
i dowan make it a failure.
i just hope to clear.
best price at $16.
having high hopes on it.
hoping it wun crash.


basically, im glad the friendship still has its value there.
bt if one don cares, i see no point why i should bother about it anyway.
i wonder if the 'friend' term still suits to be there.
no point blaming when it has already happened.
but if you think its not your fault, den it should be my fault then.
the worst part comes when you think its entirely my fault and you got nothing to do with it or push all da blame to one side of e party when actually both sides are at fault and da cause of it is actually a misunderstanding.
i really find it funny.
yeah grow up lar.


gtg!
TATA^^
The best part of life is all e wonderful momories that has been captured in my heart.
loves to all my friends and bestie.

♥ 4/30/2007 02:37:00 PM

hmmm.
somehow i still feel..
she's the only one who still cares for this friendship.
but i hope this feeling is true.
i got ears to hear, eyes to see.
deceiving yourself is only bluffing your true self.


mid-year start next week.
sian.
and im still going clubbing this sat.
simply too addicted lar:X
bt i promise to do mugging in e afternoon before i go club.
i wana go mugging later, on sat on sun too! any kind soul?
im gonna chiong studies and clubbing.


50 tics from dxo seems so hard to clear this time round:(


but i really hope it wun affect the tics im selling for 2nd june.
i dun care.
i wana clear 150 tics though it may seems diffcult.
if there's a will, there'll be a way.
im gonna make it a target for myself, its a MUST-CLEAR!
hehs.
i tend to feel very stressed if i cant clear the tics.
and it will surely affect my mood for the night.
pls dun let it happen!
noe why i dowan to sell tics for mos and zouk?
cuz i merely want to enjoy the night out at zouk.
and i dowan be a mad and lifeless soul hanging outside the club waiting for buyers to reach.
but if any people wan tics for mos and zouk, im able to get it for you at e best price(:


gtg!
TATA^^
I still believe..

♥ 4/27/2007 02:02:00 PM

TRALALALA!
im feeling the way you are feeling right now.
guess i can only say im prepared for all these,
that are happening or soon going to happen.
ya la ya la.
everything's my fault.
im da lousy one.

♥ 4/26/2007 03:58:00 PM

200 pounds is a nice show. ( recommended )
rated: (4+half star)
4+half star becuz the pretty keep crying!
overall, i laughed and i teared.


i didnt finish MT paper 1. ( letter-writing )
my compo more to real life story. ( love again! )
i hope it didnt get out of point.
cuz i duno where the conclusion will lead to.
duno wad da hell i want to hint.

Paper 2 many commented sucky.
i personally feel its not too bad after all.
but normally when i feel its okay,
my marks will show its not okay.
diao!
i say what also wrong.
do what also wrong.
its my fault then.
piss off.
no one should get the blame.
i just cant pretend i duno the whole matter.
okay idiot, i'll shut up.


bye then.
- gone -

♥ 4/25/2007 03:44:00 PM

Tml is english paper 1.
Wed MT paper 1.
Lucks(:
Sch end at 12.40pm today.
Im using school lappy for serious work today(coursework).
But it just brought my hands here.
Tml movie day. ahaha-


LAST FRIDAY,
I passed my 2.4km run, but with a sucky timing.
And the school just dun allow us to cheat the no. of rounds.
The no.tag came with a sensor inside it.
Thus its able to scan the no of rounds we ran.
You slightly sway your body it wont count.
5 rounds or 7 rounds is considered a fail.
Great invention yeah.

Too tired to go out after the 2.4km.
Even mugging.
But i had fun with my classmates.
As usual, i am always the clown being very rowdy and wild.
hehs.


SATURDAY
Mugging.
Met up with net and jus.
And net's classmates too.
Long time since i stepped into cwp.
And now so many unfamiliar faces.
Cb so guai lan.
Xiao didi Xiao meimei.
Stare like nobody's business.
Typical ah beng/lians see liao jiu sian-.-
Net's unhappy:(
i just can say never get serious with guys in clubbing.
Dont go more than flirting.
You can never get the right one in there.
Clubbing is more of INSTANT ENJOYMENT only.
Unless if he's really true.
But its only 30%.
Haf no right to say much.
Cuz im also one who is addicted to clubbing.
After which went to find my brothers and yuewei.
Slacked at vivo city for awhile.
Then to pub(cave is the name of the pub if im not wrong)
Opened chivas.
Overall outcome.
Abit of tipsy-ness, and head being heavy.
But im fine( no madness)


SUNDAY
Mugging again.
But its not of much use.
Cuz didnt study much.
Crapped alot instead.
Day-dreamed.
Whole day was slacking in cwp.


Upcoming parties im selling for now.
28 may @ dxo.
50 tics to clear.

Scandalous @ pavilion.
Far east square.
2nd june.
The first big out of club party of the year.
With DJ Andrew, spinning e top 40 R&B, Hiphop, Raggae & Rock all night.
Dance along with your favourite beat with a thousand other pulsating bodies and get ur glamour shots taken by NightLife.Sg.
"Paul TwoHill, Flair Bartenders, The sexies, 80% Alcohol, Bar Top Dancers."
Sellers & Crew wanted.
High commission!
Pre-sales:$20
Door:$25
( 1 free drink )
i nid to clear ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY TICKETS!
I NID SELLERS.
I NID PEOPLE TO PROMOTE TICKETS FOR ME.
I just nid to CLEAR!!!!!!!!
and i'll be rewarded.
i promise to share the liquor to those who help me.
and GUEST LIST too!

Im not selling for may 29 mos.
So many people selling.
See if you all can clear your tickets.
Cuz ZOUK is your competitive for the day.
And im in favour of Zouk more!
So i'll support zouk.
Its more fun there.
Hehs.


Gtg!
Bye dudes.
I'll never go back to the past. I choose to move on.
MISSES((:

♥ 4/23/2007 01:23:00 PM

others may enjoy fluid.
but i didnt.
many reasons though.
here are one of the four:
1)HOT and SQUEEZY!
2)the heels was making my leg ache and swell. bloody pain!
3)so many taiji that made me in out in out of fluid.
4)certain idiots making a fool out of themselves.


maybe i should quit selling tics becuz i should not be stressed up over it.
i should be having more fun inside with the crowd.
kept losing my temper towards the end of the day.
sorry, im having moodswings.
ignore me for that day.
my fucking heels just cant allow me to walk any longer.


anyway, in the afternoon was outing with my bitches.
early birthday celebration for emilene.
enjoyed crapping and slacking at town.
eating and neoprints as usual(:
to fluid with net,rui,evon,caslin.


oh ya, embarrassed myself.
mistook someone as shawn-.-
looked so much alike.
he's quite good-looking.
but BUT, his overall appearance is like an AHBENG!
so turned-off as ahbeng is so OUT.


didnt mix around much with people there.
im not those kinda girls who allow grining.
basically, im not one who stand out among the many girls at club.
so i just want to enjoy and make myself high by dancing the night out.


and AND, there's one m'sia guy who make me laugh out loud.
he's really dumb.
he acts like he a hero of the day.
and he such a KPO when it has nothing got to do with him.
he said something i really laughed hard.
" you all wan to play gang right? alright den, i will call my xin shan people down "
imagine his friends will to come down, by the time fluid is already closed.
hello, this is singapore ass.
who will ignore him.


and im really disgusted by steven lim as the bartop dancer of the night.
fucking took off his top and danced. *vomit*
i will forgive you if you are a hunk.
he's got no shame.
he's thrown his face.
he's simply a mockery to others.
so, why is he invited to be a bartop dancer.
hell.


my PMS is really bad.
and my tummy hurts.


there's alot of upcoming parties at club during may/june.
i wana go!
forgive me, im addicted and attached to clubbing.
should i sell?
anyone interested to buy from me?
and give me some support.
cuz i nid lotsa support and manpower in such an area.


meanwhile, mid-year is just two weeks away.
i am indeed not prepared.
'O' level MT paper is may 28.
bless with me an A2.
and i'll be so contented.
mugging session should start.
i need study peers.
and kind soul who can help me in my studies.
ngee ann poly is where i wan to head to. hehs.


lastly, happy 17th birthday EMILENE!


let my journey of the year be a successful one.
to clear all obstacles.


long-winded post.
so im going off from here.
TATA^^
winner always stay LONGER than losers(:

♥ 4/16/2007 01:29:00 PM

Thu.
5th dxo was such a disappointment.
the whole event was like screwed up.
hell.
anyway, i managed to clear 100 tickets.
and i should need more than that.
i never doubt nick was a good organiser.
but i wonder wad's wrong that day.
bobby MIA.
heard certain rumors about the organisers.
seems like nick and tran was the only two managing the whole event.
kinda pathetic like how it seems.
felt that the management for that day was so poorly done.
they printed extra tickets.
when dxo was so small.
and some people could't get in.
was it my fault?
i told you all to be there as early as possible,
to get your stamp and you could get out of dxo and re enter as and when u like it w/o queueing again.
and it stated in the ticket NON-REFUNDABLE.
ask yourself wad time you all came.
blame yourself for coming late.
next time be early for god sake.
the whole event was in a mess.
kinda off-mood.
nick also stressed. pity him.
he was still so good to treat me, xuan and wei for chivas.
to be counted as my belated birthday,
the twins upcoming birthday.
bouncers was nice that day:)
ahaha-

fri slacked with justin and company at yishun.
fun part was playing true or dare.
laugh like mad.
kinda stupid also la.
they say i very hot-tempered that day.
all da way fire was to the max.

sat slept like nobody's business.
hardly get to sleep in this manner.
hehs.

sun to marina bay for steamboat.
to celebrate the twins birthday.
joke and crap around.
wad a day.
and EAT!
i admit i've grown fat))))))):
diet diet!!

14 april fluid.
support yuexuan!
tickets at $15.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS!
YUEWEI AND YUEXUAN!
you two are really steady fwens to hang out with.
love ya two clubbing SIAO.
take kare.
all the best ahead.
TATA^^
misses.

♥ 4/09/2007 03:53:00 PM

congrats to msl and wgs chinese orchestra!
GOLD medal.
you all have done mr low and the school proud.
his three schools are now gold medals.
three cheers.
im happy for mr low.
at the same time i felt disappointed too.
cuz two years back,
wgs and msl should be awarded gold too.
most of them thought so.
but when it was announced silver,
tears came flowing down.
i dun understand why all the comments from the judges were good and why we were not awarded gold.
we did our best.
i DARE to say i put in effort to practice very hard.
i just felt we put in more effort and hard work than this year batch and its unfair.
when i went back to co to take a look,
i felt they were much more relaxed and less tense for the SYF.
is it because two years back was much more stricter and this year?
is it because their 1% luck was there this year.
or is it different judges?
if so, two years back msl and wgs should get a gold if the judging way was of this year right?
maybe i should not comment it this way.
but i still feel proud of mslco after all.
ytd i went down to the conference hall after school.
this year was less stricter.
the results was not satisfied la.
those who deserve the award never get.
those who dont deserve any award got it.
maybe because there are no limited 'golds' and 'gold with honour'.
ok enough.
no point brooding over the past.
i do miss my cello nar.
haha.

tml runaway@dxo.
hoping i could clear my 100 tickets and haf fun.

thank my girls for helped out along the bbq.
they are JUS, RUI, EVON, NET, JOCE, LYUN.
also must thank my ahma and smallest uncle for the big birthday angpao.
haha.
and also auntie mary who will soon bring me out to eat and all to celebrate my belated birthday.
and and forgot to mention my biao jie and her bf and gang who will also be bringing me out to havok for my belated birthday.
eat at restaurant, havok and get high in certain pub or club, rounding with bikers.
presents and $$ to choose.
gees.
awaiting*

done with the post.
TATA^^
:)

♥ 4/04/2007 03:29:00 PM

Should i start with a hais or argh?
Shall not comment much on the bbq just now.
I never did put much hope of being happy in this bbq.
So i expected it this way.
Opening a bbq will sure to have problems indeed.
After all, the bbq cost alot to my mum.
Im gonna thank her for her hard work and money<3.
Those people who neva came, excuses-.-
There were some uneaten food left. Wasted.
haha.
im so dirty, smelly, wet and ugly just now.
when i was in a mess with those water bombs, orange juice, oreo blended ice bubble tea etc.
sucky:X
who ask my birthday on april fool diao>.<

Anyway, i wana wish myself HAPI 17th BIRTHDAY!
All da best for the year ahead.

And And,
I wana thank all those people who came for my bbq.
My GIRLS who helped out along the bbq.
And some of the guys who helped out during the bbq.
Xin ku ni men le.
Those who remember my birthday and wished me(:
You xin le.
My mum for making this bbq possible.
All of your presents.
ni men you xin le.
lastly, tian mu for the cake he made for me.
nice nice(: YUMS.


though it may be rather bored.
becuz there are different groups here and there.
i busy entertaining, i should not haf mix it this way.
rather wierd.
but i hope you guys ate the food.
not just go for the sake of go.




i felt so disappointed indeed...
I wun choose to open another bbq if i had the chance to do so next year.



im exhausted and tired.
im at marcus hus now.
drinking.
tml still got school. imagine how sian i can be.
dun feel like going school.
but no choice.
i promised my mum.
i still prefer clubbing after all:D
clubbing will suit me better.
i feel more relaxed and happy than what i am now.
5 april @dxo.


gtg!
good night everyone.
CYA!

♥ 4/02/2007 01:00:00 AM