sigh.
im no longer part of BCBG.
i've resign.
now, feeling so she bu de.
fuck.
duno why in da first place i wan to quit.
regret le la.
stupid me.
now quit liao, sad lor.
i'll miss everybody, everything.
will visit when free.
or jux drop by.
if can buy something back for u all lo.
this job quite relac de.
but when relac, time passes slowly.
got things to do, busy le,
time pass so fast.
suddenly, the one who treat me nt so nice from the start,
she appeared to treat me so nicely lately .
she's funny.
i use to hate her.
but not anymore.
den the other two leh.
duno uh.
cus dey appear friendly and nice infront uf u.
but u duno if they are talking bad about u.
one, when she speaks,
although she smiles,
she actually very sarcastic.
so fake.
another one,
sometimes good sometimes bad.
very strict and stiff de nor.
when she angry, wah lan eh.
like suddenly gt moodswing so fierce.
her temper can see de.
so easily jiu pekcek.
say so much,
im out of there right.
take a break first.
i dun wan to be a jobless soul.
roaming around.
hate this kind of boring life.
so banquet i nid u !
if not got to find other job le.
i wan work jiu dui le.
got job also complain, no job also complain.
ma fan leh me.
but i gain experience.
haha.
its considered my first stable job.
hopefully next time can find a better one.
bud i wan continue working in branded company.
working for gamut is a good idea eh.

alright,
i've got my first pay for october.
gees.
much more than i expected.
happy, high, excited describe my feelings upon it.
its actually not $5 per hr. its $5.50!
and never deduct CPF lor.
bud i duno how the second pay works.
think dey will issue me a cheque and ask me go down collect.
awaiting.
money money..
i nid more !!
for tons of things alright.
wad i want to buy is never-ending lor.
bud i got to spend it wisely.
if not jialat eh.

nw this issue.
i fucking hate guys who beat ladies.
not even scold.
so NOT gentleman.
like ahgua.
cb. kns.
call themselves a man.
puii.
useless guy!
if ever somebody will to do this to me,
i will give him one hard tight slap on the fucking face.
if he's my guy,
break ar!
no wrong.
i wun even land myself in this kind of guy hands,
and i cant afford to be in such pathetic state.
wad an idiot.
im not someone who is willing to lose my dignity and pride.
i will stand up for myself.
for what is right.
Why do guys heart changes that fast?
well, mine changes fast too.
maybe becux i haven found one i truely love.
how sad eh.

Honestly,
i nid to slim down.
i lost my figure.
i cant resist good food.
my itchy mouth.
sickening.
i really wan regain my figure back.
where should i start leh?

net and jus take kare eh.
misses <3
enjoy yourself in korea.
shiok lo .
scare u two dun wan cum back only.
dun forget us hor.
cya soon!
mwarks.
long post.
cannot blame.
actually got alot of things wan post de.
but always lazy to post.
plus my hus com so sux.
wan to change to laptop leh.
mummy, faster win 4D or toto or wadeva u bet on la.
haha.
tired le.
nights everyone!
miss me.
TATA ^^

♥ 12/01/2006 12:57:00 AM