Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

up to blog.
yea,
my N level is over.
three cheers for me.

im getting a job soon.
interviewed a job ytd.
not working for fish&co.
cuz they need full-time workes,
not part time.
some more gt one fatty bluff rui dem all,
saying tt he is the manager of fish&co.
wth.
make us paiseh.
what's there to bluff tt you are a manager.
stupid.
the pay is $4.50.
so its out.
den went to interview at banquet.
location: hilton hotel at orchard.
waitress.
mon-thu $5.50
fri-sun $6
the pay not too bad la.
bud got function den can do de.
den must go snatch for booking all tt.
can choose wan work wad day de.
next week den can start.
mayb working as that if no better jobs.

tml going for interview at orchard.
work at make up counter.
stella intro de.
hmm.

i really wan to plae hard and enjoy myself.
i dye my hair le.
done medicure le.
haha.
im great at spending money.
going to be broke soon.
if i dun faster go work,
my pocket sure gt burnt holes.
i wan go genting with dem.
sure alot of fun de.
i really hope tt my holidays will be alot of
fun and surprises.

i miss my sch mates :X

sometimes my life is like in hell.
i wonder why life is so unfair.
bud i never fail to bring up a smile.
or even if i fake a smile out.
i'll still be as happy and crazy.
cuz it dun helps staying upset.
for it will make me worse.
its my mum and great fwens
that keeps me going.
i lack love from a boyfriend.
but nvm.
it does not matters.
cuz i rather take time to find a good one.
than to suffer next time.
i dun wan a repeat
nor another mistake in lyfe.
i do not noe wad will happen to me tml.
so i learn how to cherish.
what's yours is yours.
no matter how you fight for it
if its nt yours,
you wun expect a good ending.
so i must learn to let go its nt meant to be mine.

i hate you even more.
for not letting me go.
its you who didnt treasure me in da first place.
so everything is the past.
i just wan to lead my own life.
why wun you give me peace.
wad does he fucking wan?
argh.
pissed off.
and dun insult us
when we are not.
your mouth really stinks.
we wun bother much about wad you said.
cuz its useless talking so much to you.
waste of time.
noe where you stand okay.
dun get off the limit dude.

i love my life now.
out of tt kind of world.
simply none of my business attitude.
haha.
i wun get back there again right?

set me free.

♥ 10/10/2006 10:22:00 PM