Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

IM HERE .
MISS ME ?
im currently staying at xr hus .
juz for the time being.
dun ask why.
xr, thx for everything.
you people make such great fwens alright !
i love my babes many many .
you people know who you are :)

so many things i want to crap about .
bud i guess no time for that yea?
cuz its N level on mon .
YEA MONDAY, 2 october !
how time flies my god.
i duno wher the hell i want to land after N.
i'll decide later .
bud faster n level over pls.
fuck-ed up over it .
i want to get it over and done with.
ARGH.
its working time after that .
not forgetting having fun .
go overseas with fwens,
everything of night lyfe,
shopping,
and LOTSA more !
simply cant wait.
wish me luck for my N.
all da best to me.
i muz admit im relaxing more than i worry.
duno why.
others chiong ar,
me leh?
still like relac liddat.
even at this pathetic moment!
do i really look hopeless?

just now went to study with my dearies.
love dem.
didnt really study much lor.
bytching more than i study .
wtf .
running around the centre like i haven grown up.
switching off the toliet lights juz to disturb .
can you imagine?
seems so much like an idiot.
den went to watch the movie
Rob B Hood.
nice show; two thumbs up.
you people should go watch it :)
the baby is sOOOOO kute alright!
i cried cuz it touch my heart.
i laughed just as much .
saw my sch mates .
chatted with them for awhile.
saw songting xiaobaobei.
quite some time since i last saw her.
still as pretty lar.
she's so in love with nelson alright.
never seen her been in so much love.
fiona laopo and limze too.
swit.
kaisin baobei and eric also.
there may be quarrels,
bud do give in k.
dun always walk off by yourself la .
i'll miss my school mates and 4s2.
go buy something to eat at the night market
jiu go xr home le.

ytd was such an unpleasant school day.
fuck.
at night met up with boon and frens.
slacked and chatted .
den go xr fwen bbq.
haha- wdg guys there.
more shuai ge than msl hao mahs !
believed they are nice people to hang out with .
admires*
nice knowing them.
haha.
happy birthday to the birthday girl jocelyn!

ok, last bud not least,
i want a change in lyfe.
dun really wan bother much about paikias stuffs le.
unless if i really have to.
esp if it concerns my sisters.
if not its just two words,'wad for' ?
never-ending troubles.
less hang-outs with them also.
its mainly becuz of the influence,
the people that i've been mixing with nowadays,
who somehow changed my thinking alittle.
im only out to have fun.
bud with biao jie different story le.
they more mature in their age.
fun to hang out with.
they noe how to take kare of me if something happens.
they dun act like some kiddos .
good, i love and lead this kind of lyfe better.
i think better.
haha.
anyway,
im no ah lian now pls .
lol.
my bf wun be any sort of ahbengs now either :]
im still looking out.
the question is;
am i really able to change this mindset?
OR
am i saying this out of saying it?
ARGH-
ta da; im the girl crying with attitude.

aww, such a long post .
late le ; gtg .
nites and bye everyone !
- gone -

♥ 9/30/2006 11:45:00 PM