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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

up tu blog .
shen jiaying wants me tu blog .
she nags at me .
haha .
ytd was N level oral .
gone case .
craps and nonsense .
and i kip stopping halfway .
i thought of wad i wan tu say le ,
bud den the words cant come out .
and another moment later ,
i forget wad i wan tu say le .
hell .

today wed .
sch as usual .
sch really SUCK la .
so sian .
im happy only when i get together with my frens .
im always awaiting for the weekends .
im really into night lyfe .
im so distracted in my studies .
no mood tu study at all .
i've really got no interest in studying lur .

oh ya ,
today went cwp .
usual routine after sch .
and yoo noe wad .
got sot kia chase me and via lur .
the sot kia wan beat us .
KNN .
scared tio .
he really sot de lehs .
bud we also disiao la .
he almost beat via lur .
i managed tu run away .
haha .
we also sot de .
wan go find him ,
den follow him and see his stupid actions .
den when he come ,
we run like wad sia .
we always kip a look-out on him .
scare he attack us .
MAD !
bud overall ,
funny lur .
LOLS !

had a msn chat with jiaying .
was talking about my future .
i duno wher i wan tu land .
duno if i should go tu sec 5 even if i can make it for my N ?
duno if i should continue studying after my N ?
duno if i should go to ITE and study some courses i like ?
hotel management ?
or i should go out learn some courses i fancy huh ?
im such a failure lur .
fine !
i'll get married tu a rich guy .
live off him .
be taitai ,
go shopping , high tea all that .
but the problem is so easy tu find mehs .
tink i wan can get liao ar .
wo sot de .
nono ,
how can i live off guys !
i muz be independent .
earn my own money .
BIG MONEY .
when i got the money ,
i got the say .
i wan tu be a successful career women
bud i DUN NID/WANT GUYS tu help or support me .
i will use my own ability tu show those idiot jerks
how they fucking judge and look upon me is wrong .
he turn my lyfe upside down .
he made my lyfe so fucked up .
he made me changed .
so no point regretting now .
its damn it over .
see , im dreaming .
always dreaming .
hoping i will be rich one day .
haha .
im not interested in studying .
and i hate studying .
i cant even settle down in my studies .
how i expect and wan myself tu be a successful career women huh ?
well .. i'll dream more .
LOLS !

- 'wo yao kuai le :)
12.07.06 , 22.40
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