Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

im so happy ytd .
went clubbing .
to MOS .
with rui , via and her cine fwens .
before that mit up with xiaver , jiahui and miao shan .
den go via's relative buffet .
she was already half drunk lur .
den go cine .
go find via cine fwens .
den wait for rui ,
and headed to MOS !
dun wan talk about how we managed go in .
the atmosphere in mos was good enough .
mos is definetly biger than momo .
overall ,
mos not bad larh .
or should i say fun .
via was 'high' enough inside there .
she noe wad my 'high' means .
becos she duno wad happen and wad she did at all .
even when max came to look for her
and give her a scolding .
cos she was simply dead drunk .
via , yoo look awful and ugly when yoo are drunk .
dun get yourself drunk again .
had a difficult time looking after her .
and a few of via's cine fwens were drunk too .
im tired not becos of dancing ,
its becos i took kare of via !
and my high heels made my leg pain .
stayed at via's hus . rui went home .
went back in via's another fwens car .
woots ,
the guy who drove me and rui back ,
drove at a fast speed nor .
cool lehs .
plus the techno base ,
so solid nor .
reach via home ,
den awhile later via's fwens drive us go eat
breakfast i should say .
den go back via's home .
i use com awhile only .
den tired ler .
me and via slept all the way till 5 plus rite ?

ok ,
i noe i would love clubbing lyfe even more .
the night lyfe i should say .
i love ytd .
becos i dun tink of him at all .
he's not in my mind ,
although i would mention his name .
he cor me ytd .
ask me wher i was .
i said i was at cine .
den he asked me where i was going later .
i said go clubbing .
he said to wher ,
i say to mos .
he say i can go in mehs ?
den i say duno lehs .
den he said later go find him .
and i said no , i dun wan .
he lanlan .
he wan use me only ,
tink i duno .
he now got he like de girl ler ,
den i give dem two my blessings nor .
wad more do he wan .
if i could ,
i would cry or drop tears infront of him ,
asking him to let me go ,
if he only wan to hurt me liddat .

nvm ,
clubbing ,
CLUBBING ,
clubbing
is wad i tink of only .
after clubbing night ride also good lur .
hurhur .
it will temporary ease off my pain .
after that less of clubbing perhaps .
more into studies .
more time for clubbing only in the holidays .
hahs .
im happy and contented with my lyfe do i ?
i dun love him anymore and i dun nid him do i ?
or am i just runing away from reality ?

- 'wo yao kuai le :(
08.06.06 , 23.20
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