at net's hus now . just now went to ktv with net , jus , rui :) jus bring her fwens to join us for quite awhile . she must be happy today . hees . via came awhile too . if we never broke off , 22.05.06 is our six months . but its the past . i dun love him anymore . neither do i nid him in my lyfe now . im contented with my lyfe now , even without him . i may not be happy with my lyfe now , mayb im not use to it . but being with him , i will not be happy either when this is the way he treat me . its his loss if he duno how to treasure me . i hate it when i feel lonely and empty in my hart . cos its the time when memories flashed back and tears start to drop . i guess its time that i really nid to get him out of my lyfe . i feel so sick of the way he treated me . and i felt really tired . i felt like i was an idiot , being taken advantage of . nbcb . he did cor me . i didnt answer . i just stare at the phone when he called . i duno why he called . tink he knew about wad i wrote in the blog if anybody told him . isit becos he wan to scold me or explain to me all about the gal . den he can jolly well forget about talking to me . wadeva it is , I DUN KARE . in fact i should thank him , for making me stronger and loving myself more . wad i nid is just alittle more of trust and support . - 'WO YAO KUAI LE :) 21.05.06 , 03.04am <3