Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

im at home now .
surprise to see me up here .
usually on sat ,
i wun be at home .
lyfe kinda boring nowadays .
duno why .
probably becos of him and studies .

i didnt go find him this week ,
not even today .
i really start to give up on him bit by bit .
tired ? yes i am .
he must be very happy
when he knows im giving up on him slowly .
tell yoo ,
im going to find a guy so much better than yoo ,
love me more than yoo do ,
who knows how to treasure me .
i try to cor him less nowadays .
and not to tink about him so much .
cos no matter wad i do ,
or everything i did ,
i still dun really stand a place in his hart .
so i start to ask myself ,
isit worth it .
i was so silly cans .
i miss those days .
no quarrels ,
no fight ,
and he treated me well .
so peaceful .
but very little of those days nor .
i wonder where the hell he is now ,
and wad he is doing .
im now living in the world of mine ,
the lala kuku papaya land . ha ..
my left hand , the scar part hurts .
sometimes suddenly .
why . net say mayb infection .
ugly hands , stupid me .
i bought this upon myself .

studies ,
im so sick of it .
didnt study or revise much .
understandable if i didnt do well .
could not focus .
felt distracted .
more into slacking .
still having fun .
how is my N level going to survive .
hais .
i tink i wun make it for my N .

just now slack at cwp :)
wit net and jus <3
my two dearies .
HAHAHA .
before that went to visit my grandmother .
poor she .

nowadays not so good mood .
got the craving of buying things and spending money .
:)
it cheers me up .
but i am not any rich girl .
im just a normal ordinary girl .
soon going to be broke .

- WO YAO KUAI LE :(
07.05.06 , 00.35 am
<3

♥ 5/06/2006 11:39:00 PM