Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

now i noe who's my real fwen .
real fwen dun do things behind my back .
cos its cor backstabbing .
yoo should roughly noe me and him de story .
and i still have feelings for him .
yet yoo go out with him behind my back ,
and i didnt even noe .
this is not the first time i believe .
pls , yoo are not being sociable at all .
this is called flirting .
like net , i dun trust people anymore .
except for my close ones .
why .
simply because i treated yoo like my fwen .
and i was treated back like an idiot .
this fwen of mine and that particular guy really reflects me .
yoo are so clever ,
but yoo use it in a wrong way .
i should give your acting two thumbs up .
stop your nonsense and cut that act out ,
before yoo lose all your fwens .
a piece of advice from me to yoo .
only stupid guys will fall into your trap .
they pity yoo .
they think we are the bad people .
and yoo are actually the good person .
how fake yoo are cans .
i wun waste my time to get real mad with yoo two .
wad for .
yoo tink i will be like last time .
crying like duno wad .
doing stupid things .
kip thinking of him ,
hoping he will come back to me .
are yoo surprised to see im not liddat now .
hey , i dun nid him anymore .
the shoes and clothes i worn before ,
yoo wan ?
den take them wit yoo
and flirt with it as much as yoo like .
and do wadeva yoo wan .
i sincerly give yoo two my blessings .
anything that has got to do with him
is his farking business .
nothing to do with me at all .
cos i guess im disappointed in yoo two .
and especially him .
and i had enough .

my results sarks .
real upset upon seeing my engish marks especially .
disappointed .
i always had high hopes in my english .
and i should have failed .
but luckily my teacher pulled me up i guess .
didnt noe wad when wrong in me .
and wad the hell i was thinking .
ya , my lyfe is really distracted .
i was like pass only 2 out of 6 .
and that 2 pass i didnt do well either .
and one of dem is english .
another one is chinese .
my class didnt perform well either .
we really have to buck up .
no more of this nonsense .
after so much that has happened ,
i told my mum i will work hard for my prelim and N level .
i wun bother so much about BGR .
i'll put dem aside for the time being .
now i find my studies more important .
net's words was right .
it has somehow knock me up .
and its time i reflect .
i learnt my lesson .
he's a bastard , another jerk .
IT MAKES ME HATE HIM MORE ONLY .
i felt so silly .
fancy me letting him make use of me .
i wan to thank the person who let me know all this .
if not i tink im still being used by him now .
that 'brother' of him is no better .
he jolly well noe what he say and do
behind me .
and with that farking bastard .
they cor themselves a man .
puiis to both of dem .
luckily i lost the trust in him long time ago .

and of cos ,
i learn to love myself more .
without him ,
i'll still be very happy .
simply becos
lyfe still goes on .
and people ,
my mood wun be good .
so dun provoke me ,
or i wun be nice at all .
but dun wori ,
i'll be jus so fine soon .
its time that i nid .

- wo yao kuai le :)
17.05.06 , 23.30 .
<3

♥ 5/17/2006 10:29:00 PM