fcuk - i didnt noe i was so stupid , shits . cheated by him ? yoo stead with me , yet your mind was with another gal . fcuk yoo lar . i knew yoo like her , bud i tot its after the break up . BUT I WAS WRONG , yoo actually crush on her when we were together . to think i trust yoo so much , to hell with yoo now . bastard , fucker . can yoo imagine how i felt when i knew about it ? break down for a moment . hais . this girl was my good fwen , sistar perhaps . dun ask me who she is , confidential . i dun blame this girl , mayb she duno anything about it ? it was him who had a crush on this girl first . wadeva - my mind is going to burst out soon . after that depression . will i hurt myself again becos uf him ? hais . im really stupid , i was kept in the dark until now . your whole hart was not with me when were together , im a failure right . yoo took a long time before i accepted yoo , and it ended up like this . wad do yoo expect me to say ? silent break-down .i cried so hard , so badly . the only thing i could do now . bud i duno if he still had a crush on her . i dun wan to noe that much either , it bring more sadness and tears only .