Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

haiis ,, im real sad nw ,, its 3.46 nw ,, dun wish tu blog more bout ytd how i slack ard cwp ,, its da same ,, slack and slack ,, wit jiahuii and lynn ,, xiaoserene ,, yencheng ,, and the guy hu like her ,, hu ish dickson ,, and dickson bunch uf frenz ,, and gt mit up wit net ,, evon ,, and xiaoruii ,, xiaoruii ish sad ,, cheer up ,, tc ,,

ytd jeremy's chew birthdae ,, HAPI BELATED BIRTHDAE !! 15 liaos ,, grow up ,, LOLs ,, i noe if euu see dis euu wan tu sae euu are far mature dan miie ,, hahas ,, wadaeva ,, dun sho zhi jie larh ,, muz change ,, euu will hurt ppl feelings ,, euu are sometimes nice larh ,, but sometimes veri sickening ,, be more gentleman larh ,, euu are the joker in class ,, funni euu ,, anyway ,, take cares okie ,, hope euu will find ur dream gurl ,, smile always ,,

i wish yencheng mei and ah ben will last too ,, hope she will nt regret the decision she made ,, ah ben ,, gentleman lai de ,, tink sho larh ,, he oso gd larh ,, ah ben treat her veri gd lehs ,, dey twu veri en ai ,, swit loving couples ,, i see her sho hapi ,, i oso hapi for dem ,, they twu make me jealous and envious onli ,, cheng larh ,, kip telling miie their story ,, LOLs` but cum tu tink uf it ,, i dunch nid a guy rite nw ,, i simply lost trust in dem ,, haiis ,, but i reali detest swit loving couples ,, hahas ,, although i miss randall ,, but i dunch like him ,, i prefer him* more ,, i miss randall becuz i miss talking on fone wit him ,, i reali do ,, he can make miie hapi ,, a nice fren tu chat wit ,, understanding ,, hope he faster cum out frm boys home ,,

via ,, im nt sad even if i dun haf a guy okie ,, im not desperate for a guy larh ,, dun sae until liddat larh ,, haiis ,,

i hate my life ,, totally sux ,, freaking hell ,, im changing tu a bad person ,, moii attitude sux ,, serious moodswings ,, duno wad the fark am i thinking ,, im disappointing all dose hu care bout miie ,, im sori ,, i dun mean it either ,, i dun wan it either ,, but wad done cannot be undone ,, i smoke and drink ,, and hang out late ,, tat does nt mean im a bad gal ,, i hate tu be alone ,, i nid moii frenz ,, hu caused all dis change ,, guys ,, mayb ,, cum tu think uf it ,, i have reali changed ,, i hate myself sometimes ,, yarh i do` haf i reali forgotten him ,, i dunch noe ,, he hurt miie ,, ish like liking him ish the biggest mistake afta all ,, y waste moii farking time on him ,, freaking useless miie ,, honestly ,, i have reali lose trust in guys ,, reali ,, i dunch nid dem nw okie ,, so i sae i detest swit loving couples ,, beucz im lonely ,, i love the feeling uf being in love ,, its swit ,, but i hate the feeling uf being hurt ,, dun ask miie tu change ,, haiis ,, i dun seems like i wan tu face reality ,, duno why ,, wad the fark am i doing ,, i sometimes oso duno okie ,, haiis ,, how cum i feel like nobody dote on miie de ,, UNFAIR de ,, i reali hate dis feeling ,, haiis ,, wad da fark i wan ,, haiis ,, hao fan ,, im sad ,, i gt sho much tu sae ,, but dun wan tok much ,, i dun dare tu tink much oso ,, lets see how moii days goes by ,, toking ah xiong nw ,,

thx debbie jie and alan ,, dey had a real chat wit miie ,, thx fer ur concern ,, and oso thx jiaying ,,

+ ms lonely ` -

♥ 6/23/2005 07:58:00 PM