♥ 9/22/2009 01:37:00 AM

I really lost interest in blogging...
Because facebook is all I need.
I am plain lazy to upload photos here.
You can see all the photos in FB!


Anyway, I dread going to work later at 12 noon.
I don't hate my job, in fact I love my job.
Just wish that I can happily nua at home.
Only one word to describe my feeling which is SIAN, but no choice.
We live to work, work to live.

♥ 9/21/2009 11:20:00 PM

I stayed home on a sat night because I was having a bad headache just now!
If not, I will be partying away...
Actually I have alot of things to rant, but this is not the place for me to do so already.



dbl o is ♥







My loves^^



My cousin! ♥






XH's birthday! (:




♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Anyway, thinking of putting braces already!
I want straight set of teeth :D
& my face damn cui sia, cannot stand it man!
Need to go see doc soon.
I really need to save up for alot of things...
Need a getaway!



P/S: Thank you for the memories, and for everything else... You were everything to me at one point in time.

♥ 8/09/2009 01:38:00 AM

I guess I never really moved on...
Sucks man, a drunkard talking to another drunkard.
You may not know how much it hurts to see you in such a state,
But hey this is going to be a wake up call !
Going to the extend that I rush to you when I heard from yx you were drunk,
Going to the extend that I see another girl hugging you asking if you were okay anot,
Going to the extend that I wanted to help you up but you didn't want anybody to touch you,
Going to the extend that I heard you saying you miss another girl instead,
Going to the extend that I heard you saying you went to find her and took photo with her,
Going to the extend that I still worry for you that's why I insist to go to changi rise,
.......................................................................FML

♥ 7/26/2009 09:39:00 PM

Enjoying life huh? wtf?
Play until siao right.
Party till dawn right.
WHY AM I SO UPSET WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT AT ALL?
WHY AM I SO UPSET WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN UPSET AT ALL?
WHY AM I SO UPSET WHEN YOU ARE HAPPILY PLAYING AWAY?
WHY AM I SO UPSET WHEN YOU CAN ACT LIKE AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN?
I regret not going dbl O that wed night!
To see how much you are enjoying yourself away.
With other girls somemore.
Last time ask you go dbl O on a wed night you say next day got school.
So aren't you partying on a wed night now?? Choke.
Why should I care?
I am nobody to you already.
You can enjoy, yet I am suffering.
Joke.
Thanks leh...
And I always believe in karma.
Bye.

♥ 7/11/2009 12:43:00 AM

I have started 3 days of work alr.
Suppose to be enjoying my off day on the FIRST weekend...
But sad to say, I am here, wasting my weekends away!

I want to blame him for this, and...
I hate him for his empty promises.
I hate him for being so selfish.
I hate him for spending so much time with his friends but he couldn't even take out one day of the week to spend it with me.

But when I calm down and think about it,
I realise whatever I hate him for is meaningless.
Because he would never understand where I am coming from.
Like what many people had said to me, "It takes two hands to clap"
It wasn't entirely his fault, and I cannot blame him for everything.
I have my faults too..
I feel like giving up...

There was once when we were quarrelling on the phone and he asked me to tell him about his good points.
I listed so many of his good points and made him speechless.
Till now I never forget any of his good points,
Till now I never forget how well he used to treat me but I didn't treasure his love then.
Never will I forget anything that has happened during our 8 months of r/s.
But right now how I feel really doesn't matter anymore.


Anyway, work is okay.
My job is not difficult, just that everyday I am doing the same thing in office.
I admit I have been very restless working in an office.
I am wondering if this job suits me.
Maybe yes maybe no.
It is still too early to say.



P/S: Happiness doesn't last!

♥ 7/05/2009 02:09:00 PM

P/S: Dbl O is sex! Wed dbl O again? xoxo

♥ 6/29/2009 08:05:00 AM